seraph 🔞

i have the barest hint of an idea that is entirely self indulgent but if i can lock in and hyperfixate or take my meds or not take my meds i might cook something idk. we'll see. ive been reading a ton of fire fics lately which usually makes me want to write

OH MY GOD IM SO SORRY IT TOOK ME SO LONG TO SEE THIS BUT HOLY SHIT THANK YOU??????????????? THIS IS SO PEAK WOULD YOU BE OKAY IF I LINKED IT AT THE END OF THE FIC......

i was under the impression that summer = more free time = more writing and then discovered that summer = seraph torture chamber = no free time so. no promises. but there is hope and joy in my heart.

i may be returning to the seavbo mines we'll see......... bear with me.............

gang i have completed finals and i will be graduating wednesday. this is to say that the clock is probably ticking before the Demons return to me

i have not forgotten about the guys i love the guys . i want to make them bang but i also want to make my head bang into a brick wall and the wall is winning

i hope to return to the yaoi mines soon but writing is kind of a brain intensive thing and i have decided to engage in insane levels of torturing myself (premed) so i am Shot rn. once summer hits the brainrot likely will too 🙏

i hope to eventually go back but i am dealing with finals, graduating, moving, transferring schools, learning to drive, and trying to manage my health so i fear that i spend all of my free time right now rotting and watching youtube </3

gay sex is wow

waves pathetically im alive but . Life

i had a mental breakdown but its getting better #freakape

🥛🥛🥛🥛🥛 #freakape

meow i mean bunny noises or whatever

rabbit on that hole 🐰 #freakape

the one i got rejected from is also Way worse than the three i got accepted to which is really funny

GUESS WHO GOT INTO 3/4 BAYBEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE

chat i wont say which one i got into first but i will say it is top 15 in the us and also its funny because i plan on rejecting them for a worse (but still pretty prestigious) university should i get in

chat wish me luck i should be getting admissions decisions on the universities i applied to today................................

🍄 yummy cms now open !! 🥖

#commissionsopen #commissions #art

WING FLUFF IM CHEERING IM APPLAUDING............ (BY DOVALORE I LOVE THESE LITTLE GUYS) archiveofourown.org/works/647610...

DOVA................ /POS

i still love seavbo dont worry i am not going to stray too far i just also have known for a While that the second i perceived l1fe it was going to be joever for a hot minute and i was correct

sorgy im so ass at writing chat i fear the hyperfixation demons have gotten me (and also the general irl things occurring demons) ill probably write. someday. not today though stay safe 🔥

it is so hard to minecraft yaoi when you are making indecipherable decisions irl im gonna be so real im making many of the bad choices i would write about a character making and going "wow this is awesome fic experience" (i am blinking SOS rapidly)

i am stuck in the hell of wanting to talk abt something personal but i feel so low on options on who to talk to bcs it is Personal and. ough .

sorry for inactivity ive been having a really normal one 🔥

YEHAHAHHAHH clapping and cheering ......... r4nchers probably next on my watch radar i might start on them today 🔥🔥🔥

a black cat laying on a bed with a yellow blanket ALT: a black cat laying on a bed with a yellow blanket

I ALSO JUST REALIZED THIS HOLY SHIT............

stares really normally and politely

sometimes i just need sw begging and moaning on it while he shuts his eyes and cries out for someone who isnt even there idk 🫡