George is semi recovery

I cant believe you drove after having a baby 😭😭 you made an entire human someone should be your personal taxi 24/7 😭😭 but thank you! Don't worry I was already abit hesitant like surely driving after surgery isnt safe but thank you for giving me a reason ☺️

It was sO good and it has helped me feel alot better 🥹😍

Oh thank you so much!! That would also be great when I go back to work as well 🥹

Im cooking vegan burger with fries and chocolate vegan protien shake to help make me feel better??
And possibly have some popcorn later when watching a film that has a happy ending

I mean im only 9 days post op so probably couldnt anyway but still

Ugh i wasn't such a failure and a coward I could drive to his

I want my boyfriend to come over but he's definitely still asleep

I want to cry so badly I need a hug I feel so alone

Im so so so terrified that i'll never move out and i'll always be stuck here and i'll always be a nervous driver and never be able to drive around like everyone else and i'll never grow and become attractive with a somewhat decent amount of money in a job that is okay

I feel like im running out of time and I feel like ive already failed and I have to make up for it by being really confident and amazing at driving as soon as possible and I need to get my own place as soon as so I can finally start properly living my life instead of being stuck at my parents house

I feel like i should already be applying for places and setting viewings but I dont know if im physical able to do that rn after surgery I should be organising driving refresher lessons but I dont know if im okay to drive rn after surgery

I want to move out so badly but I am terrified of living somewhere new and I still feel trapped because Im a driver that is too afraid to drive and driving in a new area is so anxiety inducing but I NEED TO MOVE OUT

I was feeling good earlier today but after waking up from my nap I feel really anxious and distressed and I dont know what to do

Fucking mood

Thank youuu 🥹 and I know right!! Its such a summer holiday vibe 🥹💘

Aw thank you so much 🥹 it did go very well apart from my bf being too early and we got there an hour before the appointment 😅

Happy birthday!! 🥰

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Thank you!!!! 🥺🥹🥰💖😍💕

Hospital appointment outfit ✨️✨️✨️

Im happy to hear that you had some good sleep though ☺️ yesss I had top surgery last week ☺️ im doing alright but struggling at the moment cause my body just wants to have a nap rn

Getting my drains out today 🥰🥰🥰

I slept awfully last night and exhausted doesn't even fully express the fatigue right now

Morning peeps 💕

Ugh damn that is a really good one as well 😭

My friend stayed too long cause I never know how to tell people i want them to leave and now I feel like shit and exhausted

Im lowkey worried that when I see my new chest i will just be thinking that I look really fat

My mum and her boyfriend have officially left to go on holiday

My friend is visiting me today which i am looking forward to but Im worried im not going to be a good host and post op means im only have enough energy for a couple of hours and I dont want to disappoint them if they wanted to hang out longer 😔

Im always ao anxious before someone comes over to mine

Hey peeps 💖