Reunion

I wish I saw this four minutes ago. New Year is queued up instead lol.

w a i t

not right now

more just making a mess that I find pleasing but I didn't like one part so I swirled it yeehaw

crooked scan lol

some panels

clearly I got over the 'self portraits feel cringe' thing. jk they still feel cringe but I'm doing it anyway

This is two pager but required a cut. I could have cut the whole bottom page but those bottom drippys are just too nice.

A drawing of a man crouched in water. His chest is open and empty, his face is bleeding, and various colors pour out of him into the water.

The scans are. how they are. oh well!

A drawing of two snakes intertwined. Both snakes are wounded. One snake is both biting itself and being bitten by the other snake.

Been drawing in a sketchbook since October. First time in years. Scanned some of it. Yeehaw.

unfinished, from the other week

dysregulated

cw:gore

diseased

madness

Don't let anyone relitigate the possibility of a better world. It is not up for debate. Don't let them drag your technicolor heart into their monochrome hell of greed and resentment.

YouTube video by Seeming SEEMING: Phantom Limb

www.youtube.com/watch?v=JFT7...

A digital drawing of two figures, the same person, hovering close facing each other. One is faceless, with only a smudge and some shattered glass in its place. There is a frame around the image that reads, I can see you clear and close, like a camera sees a ghost.

I was going to just never share this anywhere because I feel weird and cringe when I do self portrait-y work but. idk it feels like it is worth existing somewhere other than just my harddrive.

The song is "Phantom Limb" by @seeming.bsky.social

A digital drawing of a masculine face. Remnants of another drawing of him are in the background. The drawing is very messy with many warm colors, aside from a striking blue from the background drawing.

A digital sketch of a masculine face in profile. He is drawn in oranges and warm tones and the background features swirling blue and purple.

A couple from a few weeks ago.

put it back

to wait is to die // trap

My dominant hand is wrecked so had to draw with my other hand. kinda fun tbh. something about lemons

But I've only ever flown on planes without assigned seating. Your strategy is big brain for me if I didn't have carry-on and had an assigned seat ahead of time. Because being cramped in there IS balls lol. My anxiety about space and getting situated is brutaaal

I only travel with carry on if I can help it. If I board later there is a very significant chance that all carry-on space will be full and I will be forced by a flight attendant to last-second check my backpack (that I know will fit under a seat) before I can step on the plane. This has happened lol

A friend sent me here (I'm a woodwind tech). A student Yamaha is great if you want to buy new. They're consistent in quality, especially compared to other new student stuff. They are very serviceable and parts are readily available. Any of the really cheap stuff is a nightmare. Don't be tempted! lol

This is stunning. Holy shit

Yesss that would be great let's do it

Either option sounds good to me!

Photosynthesis, by Rob Flax from the album Distractible Boy

this song dissolved my brain yesterday
robflax.bandcamp.com/track/photos...