the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me think about killing myself at least once every single day since i was 14
16.11.2025 15:13 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0@not-lanceu.bsky.social
your favorite internet angel’s alt acc tw// sh, suicidal ideations❕venting, complaining, unmanaged anger issues and all the other stuff i don’t want to talk about on main
the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me think about killing myself at least once every single day since i was 14
16.11.2025 15:13 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0again. slowly, methodically. and for a moment everything goes quiet. for a moment i’m not screaming
16.11.2025 13:13 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i want to do it again
16.11.2025 03:54 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i feel exhausted even though i slept so much this weekend
16.11.2025 03:54 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0“i hope i don’t wake up” i’m being selfish again. people will be hurt, you selfish bitch
15.11.2025 16:50 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0no you do not you stupid fuck look at what you’ve done now you idiot
15.11.2025 16:10 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0🥰 relapse 🥰
15.11.2025 15:52 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i wanna smoke so bad someone please throw a brick at me or something
29.10.2025 12:15 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i’m like the most annoying person ever
13.10.2025 08:31 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0now i’m just being an ungrateful bitch
13.10.2025 05:38 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i feel pathetic
trying so hard, doing so much, jumping above my own head, fucking clawing my way out of that place in fear of staying there forever
only to end up constantly crying because in the end i am all by myself
i will never feel at home
13.10.2025 05:31 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0another night where i can not sleep because of the sheer volume of anxiety i’m experiencing
10.09.2025 23:48 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0bro i can’t anymore i’m going to sleep aaaaaaa
10.09.2025 23:37 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0please just let me get of of here safely
10.09.2025 22:19 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0“*** is not a perfect country and you’ll be disappointed by its unseen societal issues that are rarely discussed on social media” bro i DO NOT CARE i live in a borderline dictatorship GET ME OUT OF HERE
09.09.2025 09:02 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0actually need to kms i hate everything about myself, people would’ve been so much happier if i wasn’t there i just ruin everything i need to crush my skull with a brick or something
06.09.2025 13:24 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0what if i can’t do it
13.08.2025 21:35 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i want to cry but i can’t
13.08.2025 21:12 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0ig if it’s not emotional distress, then it’s physical pain. there’s no end to this, my body is tired, i’m tired
31.07.2025 07:25 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0even being hugged feels gross
22.07.2025 15:33 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0genuinely don’t want to be touched by anyone ever again
22.07.2025 15:32 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0i wanna go home
03.07.2025 08:43 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i feel like i’m the only one here without friends or family members
03.07.2025 08:43 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0realistically, i don’t. but i will never feel safe around anyone who’s intoxicated in any way shape or form
02.07.2025 20:20 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i fucking hate drunk people
02.07.2025 20:19 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0glad to know that he will celebrate my graduation by getting shitfaced drunk again because he’s “proud of me”
02.07.2025 20:19 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0i just want to get out of here and never talk to him again
23.06.2025 18:39 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0