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@not-lanceu.bsky.social

your favorite internet angel’s alt acc tw// sh, suicidal ideations❕venting, complaining, unmanaged anger issues and all the other stuff i don’t want to talk about on main

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Latest posts by not-lanceu.bsky.social on Bluesky

the devil couldn’t reach me so he made me think about killing myself at least once every single day since i was 14

16.11.2025 15:13 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

again. slowly, methodically. and for a moment everything goes quiet. for a moment i’m not screaming

16.11.2025 13:13 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i want to do it again

16.11.2025 03:54 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i feel exhausted even though i slept so much this weekend

16.11.2025 03:54 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

“i hope i don’t wake up” i’m being selfish again. people will be hurt, you selfish bitch

15.11.2025 16:50 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

no you do not you stupid fuck look at what you’ve done now you idiot

15.11.2025 16:10 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

🥰 relapse 🥰

15.11.2025 15:52 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i wanna smoke so bad someone please throw a brick at me or something

29.10.2025 12:15 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i’m like the most annoying person ever

13.10.2025 08:31 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

now i’m just being an ungrateful bitch

13.10.2025 05:38 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i feel pathetic

trying so hard, doing so much, jumping above my own head, fucking clawing my way out of that place in fear of staying there forever

only to end up constantly crying because in the end i am all by myself

13.10.2025 05:36 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i will never feel at home

13.10.2025 05:31 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

another night where i can not sleep because of the sheer volume of anxiety i’m experiencing

10.09.2025 23:48 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

bro i can’t anymore i’m going to sleep aaaaaaa

10.09.2025 23:37 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

please just let me get of of here safely

10.09.2025 22:19 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

“*** is not a perfect country and you’ll be disappointed by its unseen societal issues that are rarely discussed on social media” bro i DO NOT CARE i live in a borderline dictatorship GET ME OUT OF HERE

09.09.2025 09:02 — 👍 2    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

actually need to kms i hate everything about myself, people would’ve been so much happier if i wasn’t there i just ruin everything i need to crush my skull with a brick or something

06.09.2025 13:24 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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what if i can’t do it

13.08.2025 21:35 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i want to cry but i can’t

13.08.2025 21:12 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0
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ig if it’s not emotional distress, then it’s physical pain. there’s no end to this, my body is tired, i’m tired

31.07.2025 07:25 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

even being hugged feels gross

22.07.2025 15:33 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

genuinely don’t want to be touched by anyone ever again

22.07.2025 15:32 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

i wanna go home

03.07.2025 08:43 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i feel like i’m the only one here without friends or family members

03.07.2025 08:43 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

realistically, i don’t. but i will never feel safe around anyone who’s intoxicated in any way shape or form

02.07.2025 20:20 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i fucking hate drunk people

02.07.2025 20:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 1    📌 0

glad to know that he will celebrate my graduation by getting shitfaced drunk again because he’s “proud of me”

02.07.2025 20:19 — 👍 0    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

i just want to get out of here and never talk to him again

23.06.2025 18:39 — 👍 1    🔁 0    💬 0    📌 0

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