Pikaru

I will have even less free time now because I have to work Saturdays for the next 6 months. I won't even bother with their opinions anymore.

I'm okay if you start games without me. But don't ask me to stop playing on my free time then leave me behind after things became convenient for you.

I wasted so much time on my weekends because I had to wait until everyone is available to play when I could have just went ahead without everyone.

Like why do you always complain to me when I get ahead of you on games saying I don't wait for you to catch up but it is suddenly okay if you do it to me.

I didn't even play last Sunday because one of them was busy so I decided to wait until Friday for them but they went ahead and played the new contents without me every day this week.

I told them at the very beginning that I cannot play on weekdays due to work and they said they were okay with it. Now I see them playing endgame runs without me after we completed story mode last week.

They asked me to wait on completing the Path of Exile 2 story so we can finish together and as soon as we completed it they all started running endgame contents without me.

Why do I even bother agreeing to wait on my friends to do stuff together on games when they are just going to play without me anyways.

Nihongo jouzu 🤔

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It sounds like you have always enjoyed things from overseas even back then 🍔

The power of America's sugar 🍫

I guess they really are breakfast items 🤔

I guess it is hard for me to trust and forgive people after all of those experiences.

Two of my uncles were also verbally abusive towards me throughout my childhood. I only stopped hearing their abuse because my mother and I moved away from them.

I am probably just being petty, but I will never forgive my uncles and what those people at middle school did to me.

I was bullied back in elementary school too but at least I did have friends to hang out with at that time.

I moved to another city at the start of middle school. I didn't have any friends at the beginning and the kids that did talk to me were just using me for their own benefits. It wasn't until the last years of middle school where I actually made friends.

This is probably the wrong opinion, but I think this feeling is due to the trust issues I had developed from my childhood.

I am probably just being bitter but I don't really like how people in this generation easily forgive others for their past actions. I think if someone does something that greatly affected you they should not have another chance to associate with you anymore, even if they keep apologizing over it.

Time to use this platform to post my inner rants