Alexander Frederick Roth

IF A UNIVERSAL RULE, THE GREATEST EXPORT OF THE TORAH IS “DON’T KILL EACH OTHER” I’d add don’t torture each other. If I owned humanity I would make these laws. But nobody owns humanity, and no one should. Just to be clear, exploitation and repression are forms of to…

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I hate the empire drug…

I wish fanaticism could be “cured”.

I wish the world were nicer.

The banality of evil anyone?

The medication is aripiprazole which is probably one of the better ones in regards to this problem to my knowledge.

I haven't been keeping up to date what newer medications there are here in Canada since aripiprazole was released.

Going to do some research now.

Thank you, I will inquire with my therapist some more to see what she recommends I do.

Quitting might have to happen when I get older due to organ damage over time despite the risk of unstable behavior. Maybe old age will mellow me enough to negate the unstable behavior?

The good old days are a fantasy novel in regards to some kinds of conservativism.
I like my contemporary wealth which would put a 19th century monarch to shame (my income has been below the local poverty line for most of my adulthood and those monarchs would still be jealous in many ways of me).

Thank you.

Do you know about damage caused by long-term use of anti-psychotics in terms of emotional blunting?

I am on such pharmaceuticals and find my emotional responses to be flatter now.

If I ever decided to quit taking this medication would my emotional responses recover?

Kriegsnation Deutschland part 3?

Ich könnte schreien mit Wut auf diese Kriegesfetischisten.

Ich habe angst das Ich nicht noch mehr angst habe.

Angst das ich schon alt und zynisch werde.

Will Ich eher nicht.

I like to say the Frankfurt school is very excellent at interpreting politics of the west.

But they fail at that "change the world" part so far.

Intertube jokes aside.

Governed from a tube.

Entertained from a tube.

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I feel like a hamster with a wheel. Please socialize with me.

At least the tube has two-way capability these days.

Yikes. Sad that it wasn't prevented despite this dead on insight.

I am going to switch my major to psychology from political science is my current plan.

Wish me success if you like.

I remember childhood bedwetting used to be a common indicator for later development of psychopathic traits before the 1990s?

Is this memory of mine based on fact?

Science is a process of course.

Any journalists out there who want to do an in-depth on the mental health system I have been treated in for 22 years to date? I think it is very important. Judge a society by how it treats its weakest and all.

I saw this coming when my college admin started downsizing around 2000, auditing areas of study on the basis of "economic relevance".

These idiots would burn the great library down twice. Yuck.

If the matrix could be real, like seriously, who wants to be ruled by a computer that is using extremely fancy text prediction block of code? Am I missing something?

Heck, keep the lawyers and make it work.

I'm really serious, this is my ultimate goal and vision regarding everything I do.

Hello Bluesky :)