"Why does it hurt so much?"
"Because how you are being treated is wrong. And you have a strong sense of justice."

Adhd issues
I recently watched two pieces of media I haven't before, Shrek the musical, & Full Metal Alchemist. Which means me trying to sleep is going like this:

Are you there God? it's me Fiona. it's me Fiona, now I know he'll appear. NO. SLEEP. Edward. Edward. play. NOPE. BRING SHREK BACK. NOPE.

we laughed saying
"Calling ourselves freaks is different to neurotypicals calling us freaks. We're allowed to say it to ourselves"
"freaks and proud of our differences"

Cried during my driving lesson today because my instructor gave me praise for how well I did during my 1st mock test
I'm so glad hes also ND and shares my humor
"Us freaks dont get praise much. I understand why it made you cry. You did really well. I'd give you a hug, but will do a double high five"

Absolute carnage at Leeds Train station currently. Lost count of how many trains are delayed. Apparently due to a Cross Country Trains breaks getting stuck on.

Am freezing cold and my travel anxiety due to autism is not good right now

Today a partner of mine kicked my thought pattern of "I seem to be the common denominator the past few times I've had issues with people. Like. Am I the issue?"
her "Yeah. You are the issue. To abusive people. You don't stay quiet. You stand up for what's right"
it hit me like a tonne of bricks