blake 🎀

genuinely thought i deactivated this acc but i guess not but i’m not really complaining i can talk to myself now yipppeee

had to unpriv my twt acc for a genshin raffle so definitely at rock bottom bc here i am where else am i gonna dump my thoughts freely

kinda crazy that i was ghosted within the past week by someone who i thought was a cool friend idek what happened

finally getting on genshin today after crying my eyes out 😍

i took two fatal hits this week idk what could possibly happen next

FOR REAL

i’m so saddd and trying not to be

this is abt to be me playing genshin on my ipad if my ps4 don’t start working

so i need to farm more on genshin and get those pulls back sobs

gonna force myself to get back on genshin bc i feel guilty pulling on neuvillette earlier like my wishes and pity are gone i only have 50 now but i am guaranteed BUT STILL i feel like i am a cheater pulling on someone else when i’m supposed to save

apparently herta needs jade like they would nice together BUT I AM NOT PULLING FOR THAT HOE idc i will literally play 4 star herta instead

k it’s not working i’m so sad

redownloading infinity nikki n hoping and praying that fixes the issues i was having somehow bc it kept crashing and was unplayable SO HOPEFULLY IT WORKS THIS TIME

i may be getting ahead of myself but i’m close to pity so citlali could be the next ten pull anyway so trying to figure out what to do after that

thinking abt it more and i might go for chlorinde over arle’s weapon.. cuz arlecchino kinda collects dust in my acc anyway so i don’t need her weapon and i actually really like chlorinde n want her but this all depends if i win for citlali

was playing genshin staring at someone’s chlorinde until the dallies LITERALLY RESET and i got my welkin again and i was like ok i need to get off now

i’m literally the devil like i eat up any affection i can get i love being fawned over like give it to me rachel but i’m also EXTREMELY UNAFFECTIONATE in the sense that i didn’t grow up with a lot of it so idk how to do it properly and i crave it but i’m also bad at it outwardly

IT HAPPENS MORE OFTEN THAN IT SHOULD AND I GET A HEART ATTACK EVERY TIME…

what is with me and folding the minute anytime someone uses a pet name or term of endearment for me randomly

why one of my moots send me a tiktok talking abt my ass being fat 😭😭😭

boothill d!es and then lingsha kills everything and saves me every time 😭😭

i also don’t get ppl clowning on lingsha saying to just use gallagher LIKE HELLO she’s quite literally better gallagher that’s the whole point and gallagher is the f2p option but lingsha is legitimately better

me as f2p like i bought the regular bp ONE TIME when i was saving for robin so i’ve literally never spent more than that on this game i can’t do it..

the hsr pfps r so cute n i love sunday and robin but 20$ just for that is so much i can’t rationalize it 😭😭

playing infinity nikki but i’m lowkey lost on what to do like i got the stylist thingy but now i have no other quests am i supposed to just run around

wanted to play more infinity nikki bc i barley got into it and then got a bad headache and feel very dizzy sobs *^*

herta will be my first fua dps tho FINALLY bc fua has been meta forever and i somehow don’t have a fua dps despite being an og robin haver 😭

i mostly played dot for a while and i do play break but not the firefly meta break but boothill break and then i also have acheron but no jiaoqiu bc i was on a break and i regret it so bad AND I STILL ENJOY JINGLIU…

my hsr acc is so weird bc i started maining kafka so ofc i have the dot team and then boothill fan so i do have a break team and acheron enjoyer so i have her team too and jingliu team and now i wanna main herta

i am still pressed i don’t have his lc bc i lost that 50/50 but i do have ruan mei’s now bc of it BUT I STILL WANT HIS bc it’s way too good for him