Blandly pleasant anime heroine

Same LOL

Bought a new cat bed today to replace a piece of cardboard I hadn’t thrown out for months because Sunny liked to sleep on it so much. He jumped in it right away hehe

“do i want to listen to ppl who hate read the nyt everyday?” EXACTLY!! Yeah the politics and punditry focused episodes are good but I’m not coming to you ppl for critiques of anarchist theory please be serious

this is a really good point. probably not possible to make a living off your personality for long without becoming insufferable

right? I haven’t listened to the episode and I don’t think I’m going to bc regardless of whatever critiques I have of graebers work I do not want to hear Peter shamshiris opinion on it tbh

Every podcast I like either implodes or starts annoying me or both. I miss the glory days of onrac

I’ve been annoyed at them since the Takes episode where they shat on Gretchen but tbh seems like they’ve been working hard to be seen as Less Leftist for a while, which is a shame

I think it’s time for me to stop listening to if books could kill… how is David graeber an airport slop author lol

very cute

and the "you illiterate FUCK" graffiti was the first interaction I ever had with them. No point to this story. Just missing em

When I was in year 8 someone graffitied on a stall in the girls bathrooms: "They're taking the hobbits to Isengarde! :O" and someone else wrote underneath "you spelled it wrong, you illiterate FUCK" and after getting to know them I realised the reply was my much-missed best friend's handwriting

"all i could think about was buttered bread as i went to sleep."

on the upside I can't stop thinking about this child

a little coffee at 9 pm goes so hard. My favourite part of being in Greece was a little coffee at 9 pm

I didn't like the side effects but it's not like they were really that bad compared to how I feel since, maybe I should go back on it. Idk. It's probably worse for you to stop and start medication than to just stay on it. IDK!!

I love the pelicans

and then I will give him three hundred dollars

I have to see my shrink next week and I'm gonna tell him I've been super depressed and he'll be like I notice you haven't filled your abilify script in like 3 months and I'll be like yeah I stopped taking it and he'll be like that's probably why you're depressed and I'll be like yeah I know

amazing things happening on reddit

YouTube video by Sbassbear Game Grumps Remix - Lipitor

I think about this song every day when i take my cholestrol meds youtu.be/7K2QvZ6tAzI?...

My friend's boyfriend texted me out of the blue today (he texted my mum?? to ask her to give me his number?? I don't know how he got my mum's number) to ask me if he could pay for me to fly to Brisbane in a couple of days for her bday, which was very charming and cheered me up

“Is your dysphoria better” no, but I have started to worry again about getting fired for too obviously hating my job and wanting to die, so time to start cultivating a backup

Going back to life modelling lads

faceclaim

I watched the 1980s documentary 'trances' last night and one of the guys in it looks exactly like I imagine firouz to look. Except no freckles and he has a moustache lol but apart from that. I was laser focused on this man's beautiful face

I’m sure someday I will!! thanks Jess <3

I’m so jealous of people who are able to find and hold onto love, I want it so bad

I still can’t really describe what it feels like to realise that this load bearing relationship that sustained you for years and years was *completely* one sided, that while you thought you were building something, the other person was just gritting their teeth

I seriously don’t know what’s wrong with me that I’m still alone…I think things with Salem fucked me up worse than I thought they did at the time. I have this underlying belief now that the best I can hope for is to be tolerated. Or I’m so scared of being in that position again that I can’t open up