⋆˙⟡ batty ★ petra ⟡⋆˙

hiii!!!

HII THANK YOU ٩(^ᗜ^ )و ´-🩷

HIIII I MISSED YOU GUYS!!! 🩷🩷

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petra is BACK CHAT!

3 months off meds / 3 months off jiraisky / 97 days clean SOMEHOW?
everything is FUCKED
apparently it WAS ACTUALLY osdd. lol.
saw god for a bit, got told im schizoaffective?
no longer off meds / no longer off jiraisky / still 97 days clean

so hi again everyone !! ദ്ദി(｡•̀ ,<)~✩‧₊

overall: winning!!! (<- enduring the horrors)

the gooder news: just got back from therapy. next week is my last week with the intern and then it's my choice when i start trauma therapy

gooder news 2: this soothing lavender body oil stuff i got for like a dollar is VERY useful for flashbacks

the good news: got massively triggered today and the urge to cut because of it was reduced to a tiny whisper!!!! yay!!!!

the bad news: oh! i need a trauma therapist now!

wizard cat with a wand and scribbles coming out of said wand. "woosh, you now have energy to take on the day"

An elden ring edit with the text "meds taken" overhead

Your turn

im the one that you relate to so heavily it makes you realize you might have my mental illness

Edamame's five kittens lying in a row, some with their tongues out from nursing

Little tongues...

...a little over an hour jas passed and my partner has given the consensus of "how have you never considered you might have a cdd before"

would it be insensitive to use pluralkit for whatever this weird copinglink/fictionheart thing is? ive been sillymoding with tupperbox for a bit and it feels like something ive been missing my whole life but most servers only have pk and i don't wanna like... overstep... ;;

( to the tune of that's amore ) when something is triggering and you don't know why... that's a traumaaaaaaa.....

happy birthday!!!!

fuuuck that sucks. i woulda hired you mate

homura plush saying colon three

bitches may not want me but the mental hospital sure does

chat if the first person to join my deltarune server is trying to edate me and the second person is trolling with nazi shit i'm literally nuking it here

if people find it it is what it is... i have an innate need to yap into the void that 300 characters doesnt satiate... therapistsdarkworld.nekoweb.org/super-secret...

i need to know the person who was in the room brainstorming ideas for new cosmetics like "hey you know what people would want"

tbh i spent all day coding my discord bot i was blissfully unaware it was even independence day at all

i was so sad to learn there were no protests in my area today... it was the first thing i checked when i remembered the 4th was even coming up but alas

The Cage

sorry I cant hang out, im planning on disappearing into the fog later

waittt that's smart fr!!!

just some simple little guys <3

a picture of the pinboard above my computer. there is a piece of paper pinned to it with susie deltarune saying "french fry, (oo), on the freaking ground." it is inverted to save ink.

evil french fry susie