Gem/Gemmy♊️

Oh god I turned into my mother. I’m a monster

The only thing that’s helped me woth fasting is getting so drunk I can’t stand to walk to the kitchen

Anorexia is that of an ailment, unless one hath implemented thine ails upon thyself

Quoth foresooth… in terms of anorexia, twas rules for thee and naught for me

I weighed in at 158 this morning im so happy

Just favored me some god damn liquor. Fml

ON TOP of all the horseshit I’ve been experiencing with my body and work, my car battery decided to fucking die because it was too cold. LOVELY

My biggest op and contributor to gender dysphoria

My period is coming back #imscared

AI slop keeps popping up on my tl 🥀

Feeling extra disgusting and inclined to hurt myself today 💕✨

Omg im so honored

The fact I worked so hard to lose five pounds and then regained those 5 pounds within a single day of binge eating is insane. That shit took me a week to get rid of.

Someone twerked on me during the rave. That is not okay.

I think I’m asexual

I cant back out I already bought tickets oh fucking god what possessed me to tell my other friend I’m going

I keep thinking about the time I was taken advantage of and assaulted by a guy I thought was my friend in december when I’m about to go to a rave and I’m so fucking scared someone is going to touch me again. I hate touch. I hate it. I hate sex.

I hate being a mid-20s adult too

I need to starve myself again when I run out of groceries

The only person I feel safe to spend time with and talk to is myself but I dont want to be by myself

Actually thats a bad idea cause I got an ugly incel man voice and nobody likes femboys

Should I just be like that one vtuber I think it was amiyarillis bloo minus the whole faking death/disabilities thing and make 4-5 different personas that all interact with me like in an idol group

I hate feeling so lonely I just want someone and the person I loved can’t be that someone

Este mi

I wish I lived completely alone

If I’m gonna bedrot I should be skinny and I’m still a fat bitch

I need to go on the treadmill for 1 hour tomorrow

I am unloveable and I think I might be ace

I want to lie in bed and starve with the only thing motivating me is how to make sure I can keep playing my games