Ole

Fortunately, I have beta blockers for my anxiety… which after a quick google search should prevent increased heart rate of mdma [we think]

I melted my glasses at the Sauna :( + I told my adhd consultant I take mdma and he said I will have a heart attack and die :( who’s excited for Homobloc?

You wanna guess the colour of my anal bleach
You wanna stick your face down where the sun don’t reach

I took my kinky friends to see Pillion cause I needed every part explaining to me [I think I enjoyed it!]

I don’t give a scoobert doobert im on a mad one

I’ll be the 1 who ends up getting WHAT?

SLUT !

I have retrospective thoughts

They’re arguing about Hyperpop over on TikTok,,,,

SNAP!

Marvel films yes I am less interested since the fizzle, pop… bang ? But after watching Thunderbolts* and Fantastic Four, I’m still enjoying them. Smells like a you guys problem [the sequels and remakes reeeeally are the problem. Marvel movies in the MCU are adapted from comics… like?]

Just checking in with everyone: is Saturday a working day? Is Sunday? Right…. Right

Ok so the Sentry/The Void thing explains a lot and ties things up nicely. Also, I realised once I finished the movie… it’s literally the essence of ole[REDACTED]

Recently, Charli XCX has created a substack in which she’s shared similar thoughts regarding the album [and cultural moment/tour] brat. I find her cultural commentary interesting. Something about her feeling this way evokes an emotion in me, but I can’t quite put my finger on it.

Anywho…

It’s like in Megamind [lol] when Metro Man lets Megamind win and they both become bored or aimless [or that’s what caused Metro Man to quit]. Something about that trope in a film has always stuck with me.

Watching Thunderbolts* and I’m not sure if there’s a word or better articulation for the combo of boredom and depression that Yelena’s going through [apologies I reduced it to just that] but I find I have such a strong reaction to it, as if I feel seen.

Why Sentry so hornily designed for

Me when I were green

[PETRICHOR]

There’s a larger rant about quote unquote gays in general somewhere. However, dating apps are fuuuucked so I think I’m actually going to have to put some effort into socials. Fortunately, my libidos bottoming more than meeeeeeee

It’s not to say I hate everyone lol but the reason my following decreases constantly is bc… what am I following for ?

By no means creatively and humour-wise do I think I am top of a leaderboard, but I find the odd random post of mine on any app [even the tonal catering] more chucklevision or stimulation station than most of what I see. Maybe I’m being grumpy… get back in your cage

R u guys ok? Like… r u ok? I’m so glad I left all that… it’s the same shit over and over. Nothing disgusts me more [hyperbole] than people being boring. My mood is just amplified by what I see and hear on other social media and in person [ugh].

I left work in a foul mood to come home to my freezing flat, unable to get up for anything. A fit Aussie fella followed me and I stumbled upon his twitter [to find out he’s got a lovely OF] but my GOD I think anything left of my soul was drained there [not by him lol]

Filling out a form to say why meds help me feels so embarrassing… I can do SIMPLE tasks now cause I’m not a mushy brained piece of sludge, right ?

I don’t have the anything to articulate an elaborate response but know the thought of a thought was there. I wish I could see change in my time [maybe u just have to… be the change you wish to see in the world]

And I’m also thankful for toilet roll, for cradling every wank stain ❤️

Time to hit that journal….!

HELLLAAAAUUUUUURRRRRRR

Why would you stand up and let it all tighten up you gotta get that loooooose shit ykyk