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[how are you?]

I can't help but feel like something is wrong and it being time for me to remove myself but then when it comes to "they were fine before me, they'll be fine without me" I feel an ache and start to cry. So I don't know what to do anymore.

AS THEY DESERVE. NO LONGER JUST LIVING IN MY LIBRARY.

Blenheim place acoustic art

Two track art

Tonight at midnight local time these two relics, after 12 years, finally are released onto streaming.

The complete 25 song rarities record will be available to stream IN FULL! 🖤

WE FIGHT BACK & PILGRIMS ON SPOTIFY? IN 2024??!

I've remembered I have a tea steeper and now I need to purchase more loose leaf teas!

I see. It's me. I'm the problem.

Anyways I got stark a sweater in the fabric he loves

When you lie to yourself for so long about something you start to believe it, but the reality slams into you like a truck and you have to sit there and accept the sad truth

Happy photo of the band as it is

how it feels to be on blue sky

My poor baby was so cold. I opened up my blankets after seeing him.

a brown and white dog is standing on a balcony looking out of a window . ALT: a brown and white dog is standing on a balcony looking out of a window .

@offtheheezy.bsky.social hi I'm here too

Patty and ben live on stage 2019

Crowd at dingwalls 2019

5 years ago today i played my “last” show with As It Is. it’s been 5 years since me & my three best friends in the world were last on a stage together. i never predicted that 5 years later we’d be here picking things up from where we left off ready to do it all over again.

as it is forever.

- ben

NHEA: Drowning Deep in Doubt was just so damn relatable

Okay: Austen was released the day of my papa's funeral and I cherish it deeply

TGD: The Question, The Answer is full of questions I've always asked myself

IWTHAB: I Went to Hell and Back portrays my ongoing struggle with depression

ベストジーニストがベストジーニスト特別貢献賞をいただきました！ありがとうございます！

Throwback to when the guys played it live and I literally screamed and started wailing in the front row

I haven't listened to Austen in years but it still hurts. I miss my papa so much.

kermit the frog is dancing in a room next to a bag of chips . ALT: kermit the frog is dancing in a room next to a bag of chips .

Me anytime I listen to soap

Don't look at me. I created a Ben safe space.