rosemother🥀

mars in shatabhisha, looking like a princess with hair down to my ass crack 🌹

dickmitzied no, but traumatized due to her experiences as a woman, wanting to be seen, heard, and wanting connection, but the only way she feels as if she can get all of the above is through sex, especially with what misogyny teaches women, yes.

i know i focus on this a lot, but i hate how there's such a lesser percentage of women who haven't reached the big O with a man, and it's sad to see women being manipulated into being "dickmitized" (when i personally don't believe in that specifically bc of how many women can't even get off so...?)

however, im confused (other than martian women and venus nak women to a lesser extent) of other planetary energies where this resonates for me personally😭 (as im not martian or venusian at all)
maybe sun/mercury naks?

sexual encounters so THEY recieve pleasure. you can always tell when a woman is being loved on (and f***ked on) PROPERLY by a man, and that type of women CAN bring out deep-seated jealousy from other women who have yet to master that (which is understandable as to why most women haven't)

all planetary energies are all manipulated into making pleasure focused on the man. HOWEVER, martian women (i dont know whether its sun nak or ketu nak women) and venus nak women (to a lesser extent than martians) bring out jealousy from other women because they know how to dominate-

so many women don't even understand pleasure without their pleasure being focused on the guy (many other reasons as well)
it's one thing to love when the love of your life is receiving pleasure from you, but it's another when a guy doesn't care about yours at all

i really wish that the only way women can get pregnant is if and only if a man makes them reach the big O.
it's not fair how many women get pregnant from weak, useless, community having peen💔

interesting! my first house lord and 10th house lord is my ashwini mercury 🌹
too bad its in the 8th

clock it

many people feel jealousy but jealousy is frowned upon due to the whole "people are here to sabotage you energy" which is true people can have hidden intentions but sometimes no one sabotages you more than people do themselves

if anyone should be a misandrist then it needs to be a sun nak woman because sun nak women are the type to be like "give him a chance" and for it to fall on their face 200% (including lunar women)

i always feel like i have to remind sun nak women that just because you may relate to men's experience and blend in with them, doesn't mean that it will protect you!!!

imma need chiron to get out of my 9th house solar return bc why tf is school being a bitch to me

and im not excited for chiron to be in my 6th house this year solar return (unless im making the bag)

including aquarius rashi's as well, because they are always being excluded

yk it's an issue when most people who are jealous of u have easier placements (i've been fucked over by exalted moons, well placed mars people, and well-placed suns)

no literally though dustana houses (6th, 8th, 12th) everyone shits on them, but people who have them are more suspestible of being the vicitm of another's jealousy (esp if it's in a otucaste nak which I personally find outcaste nakshatras deal with heavy themes of envy as well)

idk, jealousy can be very nasty when manifested wrong, but when manifested right, it can act positively like most negative emotions (anger can be a killer when used negatively, but positively, it can be used to not allow a person to try you and such).

the first step is acceptance. i think people are like "jealous people are xyz" but fail to remember that
1. it's not the emotion that's negativ,e it's the action
2. everyone has a shadow side to them, and theirs might not specifically be jealousy
but your POV is very interesting!

ngl i think that people demonize "negative" emotions wayy too much and a person in my eyes who can admit their negative side (jealousy/envy, anger management, etc) are the ones i lowkey respect more than those who act "righteous" (even though when dealing with those type of people i dont blame them)

ngl sabrina carpenter (even though she's problematic) got white women in CHOKEHOLD the way y'all put yourselves BACK into the box y'all desperately want to leave
"but what about the kids?"
"what about feminism?"
bitch, what about your non-existent orgasm ???

like take that up with Chad and John Johnson not us, not our fault, they strictly follow the one pump rule......

white women are jealous of the way black women can be seen as sexual beings (even though the way the world views us is extreme degradation through the use of the "jezebel" archetype), but ngl white women envy that lowkey nevertheless, and you can tell😭

if you're a real bitch you'd acc go up to ur men and demand they pleasure u in ways you "think" black women receive (and that's an if because ALL women have reported not going to the big O)

ngl i hate it when white women tries to act black to escape being seen as a pathetic little lamb like bitch stand tf UP😭

interestingly, an uttara phalguni women coined the term womb envy
karen horney is a uttara phalguni sun jyeshtha/mula moon
sun nak women stay clocking how men are innately intimidated of women, especially against Freud, a lunar man😭

people are so inhumane and miserable, it's disgusting! praying for your healing 🫂

Anything “bad” someone points out about you just know it’s your superpower lol

that is true!!!!! i forgot (not going to lie, most prominent celebrities have Saturn in the 10th or aspecting it, especially though it's considered legends)

lol looked it up, apparently it's from the comic book Spiderman written by Stan Lee.....a saturn AK😭

sun DK with a saturn AK is annoying😭 (and i bet the reversal sun AK and saturn DK is annoying too)

great power comes with great responsibility- probably from a Saturn AK person 🧍‍♀️