meli 🐧

I feel like a 🤡

soooo i'm back on my meds and it's embarrassing how much better I feel already

survive in this house anymore

I miss my apartment. I miss it every day and I miss it more than I've missed anything in my entire life. I can't believe I was finally so close to being able to go back I was so close and then I lost my job i just cant believe it i might need to go to the hospital cause I can't anymore I cant

i'm such a fucking failure and I dont know what to do i dont know why I still bother trying to live

1st goal of the year is find a new job but 2nd is to cosplay more and try and feel good in cosplay again...

my health won't let me and its so incredibly frustrating

and i'm crying all the time and also so irritated so easily at everything and I dont have anyone that can help me with literally anything so I just feel alone all the time. it's just so weird cause like i'm not even suicidal at all it's like the opposite it's like I want to live so badly but

i'm so tired of being so sad all the time. I haven't had my anti-depressants for almost a month now since I don't know how to get them when I have no health insurance and yes I could figure it out probably but i'm too depressed to have any energy to do so. doing literally anything is so hard

ngl I kinda wish I could read/watch the rest of bnha now that it's over but I dont feel like being emotionally devastated constantly lmao

Promotional image for the Fanfest WoL Trade of NA Fanfest 2026.

#FanfestWoLTrade returns for NA #FFXIV Fanfest 2026!

As always, participation is open to all, so bring your Warriors of Light to bear and receive a free badge ribbon to trade with others over the weekend! 🎀

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a photo of a brown soap with a hamster-like creature making a tragic expression

actually i've made the funniest soap of all time

Started reading Annihilation after rewatching the film and it inspired me to draw something related to

#ORV #중독 #joongdok
🖤🤍

toying with pre-primal bahamut designs will continue until morale improves

family of just little guys

✦「 #ffxiv #art #dragon 」✦

Nothing gets done in the lab again #jaycetalis #viktorarcane #jayvik

I have a phone interview and i'm nervous because I always feel like i'm so bad at describing what I do LOL

asked yusan what to draw

and all he said was "akira slide"

so I drew my WoL

FFXIV Elidibus in his white Ascian robes, looking at his Ancient mask which is stained with red. Tears are falling from his eyes but his expression seems mostly neutral

Themis/Elidibus for the FFXIV playing card deck today
#FFXIV

hate that guy (affectionate)

A bust drawing of a beat up looking pirate robot; his smile is troublesome. His left side of his body is a rusty brown, and is much more damaged and patched up than his right, which is a faded blue. He has light yellow markings across his face, neck, and chest, which glow slightly. He has one horn poking through his hat on the right side as well. He has only one eye that looks similar to a camera shutter- his other eye isn’t visible.

had only beautiful women in my headshot commission examples on vgen so I had to draw one of my horrible men to balance things out….., Chantey my chud automaton #pf2e

felix peers under the car hood while sylvain, holding a road map, squints at the camera. the photograph is postmarked enbarr 1951

go find yourself or whatever #sylvixweek2025

i wanna do right by you

#SylvixWeek2025 #sylvix

biggest fan #sylvixweek2025

Day 1 - fantasy AU
和風ファンタジーということで…
#SylvixWeek2025

Ehll Tou

I do not regret to inform you that we are going to win

🔴LIVE OCT 11TH 4PM PST🔴 Melon's got a fresh look, LOTS of new features, announcements aplenty, guests galore, and loads of experiences! Welcome to my debut after streaming for over a year!
#Vtuber #VtuberEN #VtuberUprising #ENVtuber

#jayvik with 조금커진 Rio💜

um you have every right to be annoyed because huh??? I would not think that's normal to ask at all like there's a million pictures online of how to dress for a wedding there's no reason to bug you about it