bailey

i probably should have taken out my tongue ring after i bit my tongue… i don’t know why i didn’t think about it until today but hopefully it can heal faster with it out.

fuck i’m tired 😅

ok here i go. four hour nap before i gotta wake up for work and have a shitty ass day cause i’m tired 😅

i was literally five minutes away from being done with my makeup and i blinked wrong on my mascara want and my eye went crazy crying everywhere and now i have to MF start all over 😡😡😡

ncis origins episode dedicated to david mccallum 😭😭

me and tibi are going to see adam sandler tomorrow and i just know i’m gonna be tired AF on thursday 😭

i somehow bit the shit out of the tissue underneath my tongue while eating over the weekend and it fucking hurts ☹️☹️

i woke up this morning and my hand was fine… something happened i don’t even know what but now anytime i move my thumb i get a shooting pain and it travels up my forearm 😭

why do i always get the munch at bedtime??

november will be my month of absolutely not doing shit.

tibi bought us tickets to see adam sandler on wednesday… which means i have to drive downtown seattle… on a weeknight… and lose precious weeknight sleep 😭 why did i agree to this

i forgot to charge my phone last night 😅

hell ya i slept good. could have used like four more hours but that’s ok lol gonna take a FAT nap when i get home

ohhhh shit i just realized too daylights saving is next weekend. which sucks ass in general but HELL YA extra hour of sleep!!

this upcoming week is the last week i have stacked with plans. and thank fucking god cause i’m ready to hibernate. i’ve been busy as fuck since march. that’s way too long for me. burnt the fuck out.

first thing i’m buying with my next paycheck is a walking pad. i knew i would need one once the weather got bad. but i will literally rely on it over the winter if they won’t cut me open and fix me

i ate before bed again 😭 i hope to god i can sleep without waking up in excruciating pain tonight

also tibi’s mom made some guacamole she called it but i’ve never seen guacamole like this. it was chunky with pico de gallo vibes and i tried it and it was soooo good

she also introduced me to the neighborhood visitors as her best friend which warmed my freaking heart. god she’s the best!!! so glad she’s back 😌

she said to my sister i was gonna be doing some “family stuff” today. it feels so good to be called family 🥰

but i did have such a lovely weekend with my friend and her family 💕

slept so so terrible last night. woke up with the worst stomach pain i’ve had in a while ☹️ fingers crossed i can get surgery soon

i forgot ncis origins was back so i’ve got two episodes to watch but i just started the season premiere. thank god lala isn’t dead!!!

damn why is there an emo nite in tacoma the same day as the tbirds teddy bear toss??? 😭 the earliest in the year ever teddy bear toss

this is gonna be the slowest two weeks ever. i can’t decide if i should keep myself busy and distracted?? or cancel every single plan i’ve made and mope in bed?? ugh

yeah this is basically my burner.

literally just my whole account is me complaining about my health issues. sorry if you follow me but that’s what it’s become 🤷🏻‍♀️

two more weeks until my follow up with the surgeon and i expected at this point to already be recovering from surgery… i’ve broke down crying today because i TRULY truly can not handle living like this much longer.

couldn’t take a nap. had to just lay there and focus on my breathing. i am gonna be so fucking pissed if i go to this dr appt in two weeks and he says he can’t help me. i can’t live like this anymore!!!!!

had a bowl of ice cream directly after eating a plate of nachos… yeah i’m gonna regret that later