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it's cute, i like that she spends all her free time playing a game instead of arguing on the app or working more

the last thing i expected after waking up was seeing her alone in e.h. VC

tbh getting used to having money wouldn't hurt because then i'd stop having to justify it to myself and instead accept it's there and take it, i'm lucky and there is nothing special about it

was fun tonight :3
love weekend e.h. VCs

don't give a bitch money, she'll become the worst version of herself

<-- meritocracy apologist

very obvious Bob Fosse vibes

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b* sent me this and it made me so happy
he knows how to speak to my heart

this is my favorite playlist because it's the only one i have
i usually go for albums but this one is full of music i'd be a bit ashamed to admit enjoying listening to
so comfy and personal

i omitted the most problematic part but you know

well it's less about offending or more with "making awkward"
or idk who cares
cinema is dead
politics is dead
the anime ecofascist shitposting arc is dead

i can't quite have nostalgia for twitter itself, but it was an unique outlet i will probably never experience again
the private accounts shared with people who had no filters... never had to worry i'd offend anyone

i miss my old collection of gifs i collected through my twitter era
most of them would get me in troubles if i posted them on bsky

i love blocking ppl who interact with this account since i can't do it on main

i love bugging ppl who are far cooler and smarter than me

"oui"

i think it's fine for me to react like this because it's a weird position to be in and with little guidance
i have some points of contention but i'm less irritated about it after spending more time thinking on how to tackle it
it's only been a few days anyway

also morning walks are great and i will adapt my sleep schedule to take more

really i just need some reassurance and comfort, but very few people seem to connect with me
and i did the mistake of addressing the wrong people first

wrote more code after my crashout than the days before
lessons learn
be more unstable

sleep deprivation is the best anxiety killer

i should sleep

anticapitalism

funny rite of passage

hating myself a little too

frustrated at ppl