a rose by any other name… 🍃

self-righteous pawns in a losing game

sometimes you have to let yourself just cry it out just to make the feeling in your chest easier to live with

the 3 am panic attack I just suffered for ?? no reason ?? was very cutesy very demure actually

as someone said, life got led by people who just wanna fuck with my head ~

spending my Friday night snacking on chips, packing up my room and screaming every five seconds over my sherlock podcast.. I’m very cool I promise ???

I’ve never been more grateful for a bathtub full of the hottest water possible than I am right now my poor shoulders this is what they deserve

and maybe I tried other things, but nothing can capture the sting

reading johnlock fanfic in the year of our lord 2025 😔

crying no one told me tears for fears is letting out a limited edition baby blue cassette of Songs From The Big Chair oh my god I need it more than I need to BREATHE

idk if it’s talked about enough, but the switch between the highest highs and the lowest lows when dealing with grief is enough to make you feel actually insane on top of everything else.

not to be sappy and gay but like, idk some of you guys kind of changed my life or whatever 🙄🩵

me rolling up with blackstar to annoy everyone, just say when 🫶🩵

you know, in middle school I really thought the ‘fake dating’ trope would actually be something adult me would have to deal with… kind of pissed it hasn’t been tbh

I am barely half way through chapter two of TGR and I already hate it here man what the hell

me when my area manager threatens me with a write up for how this last week went but then the ceo of the company turns around and gives me a personal shout out in the company wide channel for how I handled the last week??? what’s happening in that corp office fella’s?? 🤨😭

and if I had a whole think piece about how kevin clearly cared for andrew and gave him neil, and also clearly cared for Jeremy and gave him Jean, and thus was content to only settle for a dead brother turned torturer, exy, & a shakily established relationship with his father, are you going to boo me

dude I miss kevin day

“Oh nooo Vaya read all for the game they’re going to make it even sadder somehow” WRONG JEAN-YVES MOREAU MAGIC SCHOOL BUS ASMR

I AM A VICTIM.

this is everything to me, welcome to hell 🫡

‘make one yourself’ ALL THE NON ENGLISH SONGS I HAVE ARE EITHER HYPE SONGS OR I KNOW THEM ENOUGH IT WONT WORK.

listen my sleep playlist has to be full of songs in other languages or else my brain will focus on the words and not turn off but I have yet to find one as soft and soothing as my old french playlist was and I’m gonna cry

OH LETS GOOOO

which one of you can I bribe to go to a random parking lot or something in the middle of the night and dance to Mumford and Sons w/ me under a single street light

loved that tv show so much that im now watching the French version of it that the US version was based on

can you believe I no longer find snow a novelty ?? younger me would be flabbergasted

oooh feeling overwhelmed with the usual horrors today, treat me like glass :)

…I know I’ve been taking a trip back to my roots here but.. I miss lucanis :(

just had a reasonable crash out and had to block this random creator on tiktok bc every video of theirs I see is them absolutely asmr SMACKING on wax candy bottles and I’ve never had a noise fill me with rage so fast in my entire life oh my god so glad I stayed calm 🤠

that’s YOU