Research Witch Naifu

I love that every article abt stress management starts with a peppy YOUR BODY ACTUALLY THRIVES ON STRESS JUST IN REASONABLE DOSES SO ACTUALLY and I'm omg thanks babe I'm healed now I'll keep this in mind when I wake up at 03:15, when I can't lose weight and when my blood pressure is crazy high ♡♡♡

Nah, it honestly had extremely little to do with PA, it was more a general haunted house story! I think you'd have liked at least the decor - they'd made like a dollhouse with two floors where the whole play was set.

I specifically went to see the stage play Paranormal Activity and it was really good and cool! ✨

Went to London, saw Great Art

DRÖM

Valet mellan lax- och majo/tonfisk-onigiri var svårt och jag tvekar fortfarande 🥹

EXACTLY

my konbini bag

"but naifu you can buy the mini collections at grocery stores!"
its not the same!! they're too big and have the wrong flavors!! It's the Paradisaskproblem - I have to buy/eat a bunch of crap flavors after eating the ones I like, so I might as well just buy a pint :((

sorry i really love ice cream

geniune grief over single cup häagen dazs not being available in sweden its one of my favorite treats in Japan and even if I know its wasteful I love getting just one single serving of ice cream rather than a whole pint and the flavors!!! ;__;/

"No meaning" - hårt men sant

Brain isnt even overwhelmed but its so tired that it only wants to listen to slowed down Zelda songs I tried listening to some soft house and started crying bcs it was too intense body wtf

That's how true it is

Heated Rivalry is just Yuri on Ice for non-weebs dont @ me

im occasionally frustrated by duck duck go, but getting this at random when searching for The Ring trivia? no notes.

eh jo det kommer bli EXAKT så HOPPAS

67 books in 2025 is a step back from last year, but it also excludes the reading related to my studies so it'll have to do. Highlights were Buffalo Hunter Hunter, Unwomanly Face of War, Victorian Psycho, Night Film and Lena Sommestad's disstertation on dairy workers and gender in the early 1900s.

This does mean a lot though, so thank you for sharing and writing. I often feel like many people gloss over any feelings that aren't just "sad" and it is comforting to know that other people have had similar experiences. That being said - I'm so sorry to hear that, but I can really relate to it.

We put dads urn into the family grave today. I wish I could be sad and just grieve already but I'm too busy being so angry with him, about the state of his finances, his house, his mental health and lack of responsibility. I appreciate the condolences I receive but they make me feel so lonely.

some parts of this whole thing feel so stupid

you know what feels so dark and so Of Our Times? me getting junk/ad mail abt death cleaning, gravestones etc. all asking me to Please Consider Them In These Trying Times But Also Disregard It If I Am In Emotional Distress (Which They Understand)

When I was an angsty goth teen and started liking Joy Division because I wanted to be Edgy my dad just went "oh nice - we have a lot of signed LPs, CDs and posters from them and New Order in the washroom closet, would you like them?" and I just nnnnnnnnnno daaaaaaaaaaad im trying to be cool

Fun fact that I found out about my dad at his funeral: His weird punk synth band opened for New Order when they played in Stockholm!

The funeral was really lovely, and a lot of the guests said it was the most emotional and well-put together funeral they'd ever been to. I cried a lot but honestly, I still expect dad to call me and say that he's sorry he missed my little party, that he got lost but that he'll make it up to me.

Drag name

Me: I want improve my footwork to strengthen my ancles and get better at badminton
Instagram: DO YOU WANT TO SHUFFLE
Me: I mean if it helps su-
Instagram: DO YOU WANT TO BOX
Me: I er I dont mind it bu-
Instagram: ARE YOU INTERESTED IN MAGICK
Me: ok wow rude I'm not that bad :')

even though the jobs were often absolute nightmares im extremely grateful for the many years i spent working shitty customer service jobs because MAN do these skills come to good use when you're cleaning up your dads busted economy

Me literally whenever the funeral director asks me anything ever

ARRANGING A FUNERAL FOR A LOVED ONE

Step 1: Excitement because "it's percfect they would have love it!"
Step 2: Cry because they WOULD have loved it

Repeat maybe forever, who knows

Dads friends text me with their condolences and stories of dads youth and I don't really know how to respond. I appreciate it, but it also feels overwhelming to share their grief and feel how much more there was for me to know about a person who I can't ask anymore.