Rasheedah N

Things aren’t perfect, but they’re actually working out 💕

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Me having to constantly stare at Google Docs and Sheets

If only I could never look at another Google Sheet to save my life

Pretty! 🤩

Comparison is the thief of joy

Malcolm-Jamal Warner and D’Angelo in the same year is beyond trash.

I’m actually not sure I have the words.

RIP D’Angelo

Trying not to break

Life is bending me really hard right now

Crippling anxiety

Freedom. Abundance. Joy.

I cannot be there for others if I cannot be there for myself.

I am not here to be anything for anyone. I am here to be myself in whatever way best fits me and my needs.

And I continued down that path thinking that it was for me, when it never really was

Because of a man’s inability to take care of himself and his needs impeded on mine

Now I have to hard pivot

The worst mistake I ever made was getting into a job because a man needed me to

It’s time for stillness instead

I have run out a long time ago

No longer giving

Welp.

You’re safe baby girl

A time was had

What if you can actually be happy?

I’ll do the closet tomorrow. I don’t have it in me to do it tonight.

Major changes don’t feel as scary as they used to. You learn how to self regulate and you see things for what they are, not what you imagine them to be.

Side note: I love my locs. That is all.

Last place to declutter is the monstrous place for me…my closet. It’s intimidating ngl

A year of therapy and an emotionally available partner will do wonders for you.