mimi 🗡️

she is so happies

it's finally warm outside after weeks of snow being on the ground and i feel healed opening the windows for the first time in months....

ty!!! mine is like a delayed release adhd medication (Qelbree-i heard it takes even 3-6 weeks for most people to feel the full effect) i'm starting week 2 so i'm thinking it's just *finally* making me feel anything at all 😭, but i check in with my doc soon so i'm going to see then!! 💙

ok yay no more heart palpitations from the adhd meds. thank god for other anxiety rescue medication

it must be the willpower of my older sibling coursing through me when they broke their clavicle and continued to play guitar hero anyway

everytime i get the urge to play guitar hero it's when i already feel wrist pain coming on. why

also i'm going to be so real and sound like an old man for a moment, but when i wrote things down i felt like i understood it more... 😭

yes!!! they don't even teach how to write in script anymore :,00 there is something so different and nice about being able to write things analogue.. i'm forever thankful that i was right at the cutoff where i never had a chromebook from hell or ipad instead of physical books & writing stuff down 😭

+ said he wished his local library still had computer classes like they used to. talking to people who actually *want* to know, but have no way to easily learn is just so sad :(

everyone assumes everyone else just knows and it's not the case... 😔

i deal with a lot of people at my tech repair job and they treat me as all-knowing for being able to help them navigate a file explorer to find something they thought was lost.

it's honestly really sad that's it's like.. not something available anymore :( i was talking to this person who +

i refer to this disconnect as B.S (Before Shrek) and A.S (After Shrek)

WAIT THIS IS GENIUS

i get lightheaded thinking about how things becoming touchscreen & ipad babies growing up (on top of no more computer classes because everyone assumes the kids just *know*)....... oagh. ow. ouch. i'm taking physical damage. i feel so bad for teachers AND the kids. shit sucks man

sometimes i just put my head in my hands when my sibling (who is a college professor) tells me stories about students who are maybe 5 years younger than me that don't even know how to use their own laptops and ask my sibling how to right click on a mouse.

i joke about this as i am technically gen z but also if you were born after 2005 i feel like i turn into a 50 year old divorced dad when i talk to you

not gen z and not a millenial, secret third thing that happens when you grow up with older millennial siblings and actually had computer classes

my music taste just comes from guitar hero atp. (and also me being 6 and asking my oldest sibling to put all their songs on my mp3 player because i didn't know how to do it myself yet EUDJRJJDB)

help

years of playing guitar hero all flooding back to me when i hear it:

also damn i love that song so i'm glad to see they said fuck you but also HELLO?????

If I had a nickel for every time Franz Ferdinand was involved in the precursor events of a world war, I’d have two nickels, which isn’t a lot, but it’s weird it happened twice

HELLO????

i am still mentally in the place where if someone says "10 years ago" i automatically think of 2010 until i go "wait-"

2017 vs 2026
back in the days when Julan had wind powers
...
god I've nearly had Julan for 10 years...

ooohh wahh i hope you're able to not worry about the palpitations and can figure out what works best for you 🥺 but thank you for the info!! i check back in with my psych soon so i'm definitely going to see!! 🫶🏻🫶🏻

i took it when i called my mom like an hour ago and i'm starting to feel a bit more normal already so i'm hoping things even out a bit because goddd 🙏🏻 i need to be on adhd medication. i have BAD time blindness without... grrr

i've been prescribed it for years but i never end up needing it whatsoever since it's like a rescue medication in the same way my inhaler is. last time i had to use it was probably when marty passed. 😭 like usually i'm fine so that's why i'm like. oh wow damn ok!

+ get back on those as well slowly too (since i don't want to just start taking 80 different things 😭😭)

but tysm for the insight!! i think that really made my brain click and go "ohh wait.. that probably IS what's happening" especially since it's a slow release medication 😭🙏🏻

thank you!! also yes x_x i totally understand having to take medication to offset other meds. i used to be on a few that worked together that way, but then failed to keep up taking them because i had undiagnosed adhd, kinda making it difficult to always remember to take it. so i'm hoping to +

i'm on Qelbree! i started it last sunday and was told to take 1 pill a day and increase to 2 a week later. it's a delayed release medication so it takes a while to build up... which is why i'm thinking maybe my body thinks it's too low or just feeling it now.. since it's slow to build up 🤔