@louisnmurphy.bsky.social
I sit at her right hand
where i realize i am a tool
more than a sword to be wielded
responsible for the effects
that reverberate from
my disturbance
sure of the weight I pull
knowing its affects
unable to divert
from the paved way
the world used to get louder
when i held my nose and pressurized my ears
the on-ramp became the freeway
exterior distances I thought i could only drive
even the noise of our television lighting up
the tube spitting rays at the back of the screen
when thinking of my limping back
from the court
the shoes were fine
my grip on life
immediate
the uncounted injuries
broken bones
and concussions
put up several different recordings. my brain is gel from listening through.
16.05.2025 23:24 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
Kaposia Park DGC, South Saint Paul, MN.
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aced hole 3, 252ft, at Hillcrest Knoll!
22.04.2025 19:42 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
no dial tone
20.04.2025 02:28 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0sounds like a good punk song.
20.04.2025 02:25 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0all of a sudden I'm a senior --
explaining my meds to the nurse,
matriculating to a different clinic
because of my last doctor's bedside manner.
_i know_
louisnmurphy
cockroaches, but not bedbugs.
not enough cupboards,
extra boards
of ceiling (the board supports
of each bunkbed above the bottom --
the bones of old
communities. investment banker beetle-cleaned bones strapped to the aging earth, until euthanized.
needed a guitar stand.
04.04.2025 16:20 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0
disc golf is a good walking and mobility workout. and the bike ride is a great warm-up.
26.03.2025 21:51 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0so vibrant! great color choices. very great feathering your blues.
26.03.2025 11:33 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0when i am able to help
i am that near ape
operating the elevator,
Mr Huxley; except,
i am here to help, not
simply for the exercise
of the day's final run,
opening the misunderstanding
that is the work day's end --
my jumble of duties:
rolling from animal
to human again --
a valued opinion.
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an old song. a recent arrangement.
SATELLITE
youtu.be/Yb1uXlqyojo?...
i have been living these conditions a long time.
there were traumas already when I was nine.
the CPTSD is simply not genetic,
you heretic.
working class depression
i see my cautions, once pieces, gestaltine.
the young men are burned root bitter inside,
enough to be old already.
smoking this or that on the train as
the public address system bleets and farts.
fuck respecting a different place.
right on, brother. good spot.
18.03.2025 16:12 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0video at
youtube.com/shorts/m7Mkm...
full song:
youtube.com/shorts/gSlzT...
working with new songs.
'Reunion'
(c)louisnmurphy.
morning photo grab 2
on a background of medical needs.
morning photo grab on a background of politics.
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