Nano

Or any bad reasons...

I'm still thinking about inactiving permanently from socmed. But knowing so many people supporting me makes me happy. I can't just leave them just like that. So God, please help me, give me more strength and ability to make them happy. Make my leave because it's time, not because I'm giving up...

This is why I want a remote job so I can be their caregiver freely...

My family is being hospitalized early in a in the new year is not on my new year resolution, nor I ever never think about it

Oke, I'm tired of being a failure and a burden. I'll lock in on my RL. See you next year

I'll be less and less active and slow response in all my social media... probably

WKWKWKKWKW IYA LAGI. Nooo, kita gambar bareng. Nyelesaiin gambar masing2 tpi bareng. If you'd like, chat me anytime UwU👍

Riiigghttt. Like, no one, literally no one invited those things, and yet, they are just bursting in out of nowhere 😭😭😭

WOOLIE, MENDING KITA GAMBRENG AJA

People come and people go. But please, anxiety, depression, procrastination, insecurity, and all the bad things just go and never ever come back again 😭😭😭

What I hate the most about regrets is that it's still lingering even after way long from that time. It won't vanish until you make it up. But the thing is, to make it up is also hard. You need time, courage, even/maybe everything that you lost from your regrets.

I feel like I'm going to have another mental breakdown, but now it's not the right time to have another one. Like, no, don't you dare to make me miserable this time. No, just no.

The results are good, uwoooghhhh. I still have some skills in me 😭🔥. There's hope I can be a better version of me. Thank you God for giving me hope 😭❤️

So today, I tried a TOEFL test to see how much my capabilities in English are. It's been a while since I'm taking something like a test or exam, so my brain feels dull. One thing I realize is that I have to train my brain for something academic to maintain it. So I won't feel so dumb 😭

Well, yes of course. You already have my other contact, my dear 😭🫂

I feel like (it's often actually) if I post something (only letters like yapping or say something) on twt, it'll be full of negative aura. That's why I prefer posting my art/fic to interact with everyone. At least they know I'm still active (T▽T)

If one day I really deact from socmed as an artist (illustrator) and/or writer, I want my leave to have a good impression. Like, the goodbye is not from something bad happen, but because it is really time and I gave them good memory from my presence. I'll try to be a better person ;)💪

Wkwkwkwkwk iyaaaaa 😂

I'm tired of being a failure...

Wkwkwk not now. Maybe later, who knows (　・ω・)

Semangat utk semuanyaaa (≧∇≦)b

Honestly, sometimes I thought about closing my account. Deactivate everything, banished to the thin air like "Nano" never existed in the first place. Why? Idk. I just want to...

Ditunggu asupan flaumanya kack xixi

I'm crying wkwkwkkwk

It boosted my mood, my feelings, my spirit, and my confidence. Now I think, just do it Nano, just do it. Now or never. Really... thank you God for these wonderful gifts. Thank you rai for staying. Thank you inmates for showing me a wonderful fanbase. Thank you :""" 🩵

Just as I'm losing hope, suddenly I got a membership gift, and it's from my mutual :") 😭. The gift is randomly gifted, that's why I'm very shocked. As I'm losing hope, losing my confidence, and starting to feel more negativity, something wonderful happens :""))).

C-

I rarely showed up as Nano, actually. As I feel bad, I want to support him as much as I can. He's my oshi, and I'm happy seeing him happy. I gave him dono hopefully can ease my feelings. But I am still bad because of the thoughts I can't give him birthday art.

C-

I just feel bad because I thought I couldn't manage to give limloi something. These past days, past weeks, feel overwhelmed for me. I can't do anything right. Everything feels wrong... he suddenly streamed, and I hopped in. I rarely showed up as Nano, actually.

C-

So many dreams, but lack of action...

Me

We have the same artist struggle yeah 😭🤝🫂