Same Air. Same Fire. Same Ground. Same Water.

Same Sun. Same Moon. Same Stars. Same Planet. Same Worth.

happy pride month

outside of fantasy and in reality...

if consent means nothing, then consent means nothing.

it's beauty IS... law for everyone & everything.

everyone and everything or no one and nothing.

no one deserves less consent than anyone anywhere and in anything...

IS still what's right... right?

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👏a👏holy👏place that has closed it's doors and hearts to the broken, sick, and tired sinners and to the poor is 👏no👏holy👏place at👏all on any level of existence

💔 I dream of being able to post what I want-- to live in freedom from constant scrutiny and judgment from my former church community/etc. and to still be loved by them.

Sorry I haven't posted in a bit. [...]

...reminder for the bloomfies (myself included) that there are people on here and out there who, quite literally, not only Want but Need YOU to share YOUR creativity 🤘💙

In a nutshell.
Banned accounts for no good reason.

Losing friends/family.

Now, I just keep to myself while loving the world from within and afar while delving into the crazy unpredictable world of creativity.

Stay tuned? 😆

Just thought you should know. 🫂

Thanks for following. 💚

So yup.

This 49% introvert/51% extrovert ENFJ just gave up on opening up and making friends for a while.

Now that I've been in my relationship for 13 years--we do want friends but are also quite happy just being homebodies so I'm not complaining.

But I miss them & wish them all the best in life.

Thank you do much. I am so ashamed."

"Nothing to be ashamed about."

Basically trying to make me feel better at least.

But then... out of nowhere.

My friends slowly but surely removed me from their socials and the rest is my heart broken.

But what hurts is they had me so wrong.

But you know...

not an hour later Blankette messages me on SC and says "I wanted to tell you you posted a dpic publicly. Did you mean to do that?"

In that moment I realized the dots weren't actually connected as well as I thought and went with "Omg no, of course not. That was for my partner.

Me and Blank's gf had each other added and was under the impression he wasn't into SC.

Unfortunately, I was also under the impression that because they were both on my artistic nude account on IG that they kinda knew I had an naturist/exhib side to me.

So eeetoopid me posts a hardon on there. Then

I really cared for them both and so silly me thought they had given signs of wanting to "play". + them going thru stuff I thought maybe I could help bring in a different energy for their love life. I can be a hopeless romantic sometimes 🤐

So on my snapchat...

He and his gf would visit Toronto every now and then and they'd drop by and hang for a bit.

Me and my partner loved when they would visit.

One day.. I overheard her mention to him that she had spotted my package. We didn't bring it up lol oop

But then they started having some--you know--stuff.

Another factor... one I'm still not over.

One of my childhood best-friends named Blank who--during the time-- had been with this girl I actually liked for him named Blankette.

He is now married with children and we are longer in touch at this point but still nothing but love.

Back to the story..

The worst happened when I misspressed a sharing setting and started sharing porn onto FB. They must realize I didn't want to share any of that with my immediate family and my friend's parents/kids and shit. It was of a dude exhibitionistically wanking while an oncoming bus passed by at night. 😮‍💨

+ I lost many people I cared about in the process of being and finding myself.

Now they don't care to reconnect because--

IT happened just like this...
I used to share artistic nudes on my IG/FB page. I realize this was probably already a huge shift in who they remembered me to be...
I'm just me.

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don't worry about the people who think they know u. u know ur growth & there was never a limit.

how could they "know u" when ur not just different now, but a good different..🍵

all u ever needed was the space u gave-- to grow, love & be loved. the painful joke is that they were perfect all along.

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Stereotypes are harmful, prevent us from truly seeing each other and should be made a thing of the past.

Case in point...

This is what some people Still think being gay AND a morning person looks like.

E.g.: (see gif)
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Okay, they're not Entirely wrong but STILL--

the magic & purity of gratitude is a virtue we can only offer back to the Divine, Maker, Source, God, etc. for everything/everyone we love.

we may differ on the "whats", "whos" & "whys" but not on the multidimensional benefits.

Science👃.

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...finally finished the #Naruto series this past weekend!

only took me about 15 years 😂

Boruto is sick tho--

Had to sneak in the first episode.

Dattebayo! 😎

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pov: me to my awesome new follows & moots #thankyou