Courtney

I’m sick and tired of living through historic events that continue to unravel democracy. White knuckling our way through life isn’t truly living at all. We’re dead inside. When our government doesn’t care and people are dying at alarming rates- what needs to happen for a revolutionary change?

I love all the tiny pug details everywhere 🥹

thank you 🫶🏼

if you don’t mind sharing, what were the main symptoms that caused you to suspect MS? I am waiting to get an MRI and see a neurologist atm so I’m still doing research. I’m chronically ill as well and understand how hard it can be. I truly empathize.

Therapist said we’re in an “emotional hangover”. I thought it was just a figure of speech, but I googled it- that’s exactly what this is. Never-ending constant pain and fatigue in various waves of severity. It’s the actual definition for all these symptoms. I didn’t know grief could feel like this.

Dysfunctional families often punish the adult/child who refuses to continue the toxic dynamic, rather than learn the reasoning for separation. Control is used to maintain order. Perceived “loyalty” matters more than individual health. Silence is used as a weapon.

#eldestdaughter #ptsd #trauma

I’m not sure what will help me, but the thought that it won’t always feel this heavy brings me solace when nothing else does. I just need to get through it. I wish I could fast forward to when I’m in a better place. Every inch feels like a mile. Time feels like a black hole.

#grief #writer #ptsd

What helps you with grief? Especially when you lose a #sibling? My younger brother was only 22 and passed away on Tuesday. I’ve been horrified ever since. It’s gut wrenching and causing #fibromyalgia flareups. I’m in therapy and engaging in self care, but I’m devastated.

#grief #mourning #loss

If you struggle with daily #pain or #fatigue from a #chronicillness, how do you cope with #stress? Are you able to hold down a job? I have hit a plateau in my recovery #healing from #ptsd, #fibromyalgia, #pmdd, #depression, and #anxiety. My brain and body haven’t “functioned” for two years now.

I don’t think many people know how all-consuming it is to constantly be managing your body’s equilibrium. Being #chronicallyill is a thankless full-time job that I didn’t want. It means dealing with symptoms that can change hourly, on a whim, unpredictably. It fucking sucks.

#fibromyalgia #ptsd

“Women”

We, the fostered and foraged,
carry limbs
under the guise that it is in our nature.

We, the cunning and resilient,
take up space to propagate the unknown truths of those before us.

We redefine and undermine
the traps set in motion by parasitic predecessors.

We will not stop.

Today was the cherry on top of a very shitty week. I just need a win. Almost nothing pans out the way you want it to when you’re #chronicallyill.

It’s so easy to feel down when balancing your own equilibrium is a continuous full-time job.

Managing #pain can ruin so much.

#fibromyalgia #ptsd

My psychiatrist and therapist BOTH independently confirmed that their clients have felt increased depression and/or anxiety in recent weeks. This “administration” is running prices up and job security down. It’s not just you. There’s a collective #mentalhealth crisis happening.

You’re not alone.

I don’t want to hear a single complaint about the #4B movement while women are getting zip-tied and dragged through public town hall meetings- and with a LIVE audience nonetheless.

NOBODY HELPED HER!

I’m disgusted and enraged at what happened in front of Republicans in #Idaho

#fdt #CoeurdAlene

You’re my north star during darkness.
I’d follow you
anywhere.

#celestial #poetry

me too! for the first time! ✨😌

thank you 🫶🏼

Dear #childhoodtrauma and #ptsd community,

my life has felt so grim lately. After an anxious meltdown that included a rant between sobs, my spouse told me that I “never recognize my wins”, which impacts my ability to feel accomplished. I am #chronicallyill and nothing ever feels like enough. Help?

It’s actually exhausting to recognize how much time and energy I’ve put into coping with the fact that so many Americans voted for Trump. He spelled out all the ways he would screw this country over and you thought you’d be exempt? No. He doesn’t care about you! He just wants the money. WAKE UP!

52 years ago, Roe v. Wade secured the reproductive rights women fought for. In 2022, Dobbs overturned it & 22 states restricted our freedoms.

2 days ago, Trump took down reproductiverights.gov. But @reprocaucus.bsky.social will continue to share abortion resources. Your body, your choice!

that makes two of us… engage in self care and do whatever you need to prioritize yourself at this time 🫶🏼

Anyone else feeling the energy shift? Like there’s an ominous mood with a depressive undertone in the air? Yeah, me too. As someone with a degree in History (and as a moral person), I’m horrified at what I saw yesterday. Completely disgusted.

#usa #america #history #mentalhealth #energy #fml #fdt

Social circles will need extra love and attention as we all come to terms with the end of an era. Change can be scary for many. The fear of the unknown often brings stress and anxiety with it. Be gentle with yourself and with others. Love wins.

#tiktokban #change #bekind #mentalhealth #hopecore

Standing up for your rights and protesting is the most American thing you can do. RESIST and boycott companies or products that supported Trump. Money talks.
#seattle #peoplesmarch2025 #protest #boycott #mutiny #womensrights #writer #activist @womensmarchsea.bsky.social @womensmarch.bsky.social

thank you 🤍✨

If love pierces the veil
of the living and dead,
you’d be cloaked
in rays of light
reflecting prisms overhead.
If love transcends all,
which I believe to be true,
your energy surrounds me
in everything I do.
You are missed
in every way
in every second
of every day.

#writer #poet #grief

Grieving a place that no longer exists is heartbreaking. In your mind’s eye, it still feels like a real location. You remember every detail like a well-preserved photograph. If reality didn’t pull back the blindfold, you’d be tempted to visit… but it exists now only in your memory.

#grief #loss

I hope you find light in the darkest of places and peace amongst the chaos.

#writer #mentalhealth #hopecore

December can be a difficult and painful time for many. Holiday traditions often carry nostalgia, grief, and memories that merge modern day with the past. Remember, comparison is a thief of joy. Prioritize your comfort and peace one day at a time. 🤍

#holidays #hopecore #mentalhealth #writer #grief

One day we’ll look back and realize that life’s unexpected detours and setbacks led us to destinations that we would not have reached otherwise. Those periods of strife can teach invaluable lessons. It may not make sense now, but those peaks and valleys will become part of your legacy.

#hopecore