Yan Rodriguez 🇵🇷

You're right, it was meant for 5 am

I had a particular plan I set out for months ago, but with more peace of mind, I think im going to adjust them and prioritize getting a motorcycle as soon as possible, as my current lack of mobility bothers me too much.

It's my last full day in Puerto Rico, and I'm at the beach in Farjado. Every time I get lost in negative thoughts, the sound of the waves lapping against the coast frees me.

it never stops

Yes

Looks amazing, Mike!

A scenic illustration featuring 3 of my characters as the focal point against a fenced ledge overseeing a pier during a sunny summer day. From left to right; Frank who is leaning against the fence smiling down at the pier, Cindy who's sitting on top of the fence smiling, and Ravio who's leaning against the fence while turning to look down below in the street with a slight smirk. His eyes follow to see two of my characters Eva and Trixie in long distance waving back at them, as they were the focal point of the first piece adjacent to this.

Meeting up (pt.2)

#art

Ill ask!

This was very optimistic of me. I forgot there's a shortage. 🫠

Enough with that GIF!! 🤨

This generation man...

Me and chili crisp

😂

Going to start on adderall once I'm back from Puerto Rico. I hope it works! 😃

"you're stuck in your mind" compilation
🏃 wallpapers on kofi t.co/iK7S3PdiRO

go see a doctor

the feeling never lasts

On the potential positive side, I will be discussing a treatment plan with my psychiatrist tomorrow. I have no idea what they are going to put me on. There're like 5-6 disorders I'm flagged for.

Every time I start to feel okay I get a notification from someone or about something or the other that ruins my day.

Having a good time in PR with my family.

Anyway I'm heading to Puerto Rico tomorrow for two weeks. Hopefully no hurricanes. Might get to see my great grandfather who's been alive for over 100 years. I'll try to have fun.

I've been wrapped up in a storm of pain recently that I am trying to channel into positive outcomes. New art, new work, new friendships, new life. I am setting myself to keep moving in spite of the grief I'm feeling. But it's still difficult.

I keep catching myself starting to talk to someone that isn't here.

this is my kerbe
i forgot which level it is
#kirbyredrawn #retroredrawn

Thank you! I realized after multiple versions and time to think about it that there was more obvious "downward" singular narrative this way. Then, any questions the eye asks are based on a vector that starts from one place instead of from possibly 3 or more.

I think after months of daily reflection, I have a better understanding of my vector in art/life. My vision of this isn't perfect, but I now have a proper plan for what Im doing with Move, at least.

Yes please!

Thanks Mike, for the comment and for your help!

you've hit the bottom

It's about time I did anything about it. I don't know what to expect but I hope that now I can make my life better and more functional.