Sam 🌸

I can’t believe the entirety of my young adulthood has been totally fucked by Trump and his absolutely insane and utterly dim-witted cult members to the point that I do not see an even moderately bright future for myself unless I leave this country

can't believe it's 2025 and i'm stressed about tariffs and measles, like am i a character in an american girl book

And honestly thank GOD I didn’t watch Glee at the time because I would have been inconsolable my mom would’ve had to send my 15-year-old ass to therapy

It’s just crazy that Cory Monteith’s death impacted me GREATLY when it happened and I wasn’t even a Glee watcher at the time but I listened to some of the covers they did and I loved that he and Lea got together and I KNEW it was such a loss when he passed

And the speech they gave Sue about how he was such a good guy and how there’s no great meaning or happy ending and that it’s just such a LOSS literally I’m tearing up again thinking about it

Sorry AND ANOTHER THING it’s actually sick how they had Rachel lay out how they intended her and Finn’s storyline to go through to the end bc ugh she would’ve been a star and then come home to the man who loved and supported her through it all to settle down and have a life with him 😭😭

I have GENUINELY no idea how the cast ever filmed that because the grief was so palpable it was making me SICK

That was awful my head hurts from fucking sobbing

I’m literally 10 minutes into The Quarterback and this already feels like psychological torture

Every sitting member of the Republican Party needs to be arrested as traitors at this point because the R House/Senate members going on news stations praising the absolutely embarrassing shit show that occurred in the Oval Office today is disgusting

Like they were absolutely setting up Finn to be important to closing out the show in a satisfying way and i fear that after I watch his memorial ep I won’t really see a point to end the show

This world losing Cory Monteith was GENUINELY such a loss because he was such a talent and by all accounts a tremendously kind soul, but also I already KNOWWW losing him was detrimental to this show

I think I just watched Cory’s last episode 😭😭

The whiplash in this show is crazy we just watched a bunch of the cast’s goodbye words in case they got shot at school and now Finn’s whole college is doing the Harlem Shake

This episode took SUCHHH A TURN GOD we were singing to a fucking cat at the beginning of this episode because Brittany thought a meteor was hitting earth

Why does Glee have a surprise fucking school shooting episode

Tonight I am newly angry at journalists just allowing republicans to spew nonsense for years and years to get us to this point where these elected officials are just saying blatant untruths, basically proclaiming their delusions as fact, and journalists just nod their heads and report it

I refuse to feed into these delusions

So do we hope that Elon just OD’s someday soon

Well this is the most the government has triggered my fight-or-flight in at least 10 days

He’s a selfish idiot and so is everyone around him and I just genuinely don’t know how we as a nation got to the point that we got. Nothing these people say makes any sense and nothing they do benefits anyone but them and so many people just smile and nod along like GOD grow a spine and a brain!!

I’m in a tirade-y mood and I’ve just gotta say that it’s actually mind-boggling to me that so many people feel the need to kiss the ass of an absolute buffoon like Donald Trump. Like it simply COULD NOT be me.

And I WILL be reporting that the name is wrong to Apple until they take the ability away from me because these private tech companies bending their knee is fucking embarrassing for them and I’ll be a thorn in their side in whatever minor way I can be for them being absolute spineless bastards xoxo

A drugged up billionaire never convinced me to call Twitter anything but Twitter and a senile old man is never going to convince me to call the body of water off our southern coast anything but the Gulf of Mexico just an fyi

I very genuinely dont really enjoy using the internet anymore but much like jail, it's where all my stuff is.

man it’d be cool if we could get some precedented times every once in a while

It's still January.

Or maybe I need to do Option C and plan out a full exit strategy to get my ass out of here like genuinely idk

The existential dread about the future of the country has really hit me full force tonight and I’m not sure if I need to have a little menty b and carry on or if I actually need to seek out a therapist