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Thank you Tay! 🫶 I might not be fully back because things are still a little hectic, but I'm hoping soon. I miss you all and this space a lot! 🩵🩵🩵

These posts make it seem like I'm doing worse than I am lol I'm just tired bc I was up for two hours in pain last night bc of the bleeding. I survived BFCM as an email designer at a marketing company and am moving out this month! Best friend got married! Partner and I are doing well! Things are good

I have never been more tired, more weak, and more incapable of complex thought or conversation in my life but I've been sub triple digits for only a few months? I think I can keep going if I just start being more intentional with nutrients. No brain power to think abt that though lol

Got my period today which is sooner than the 3 month gap I usually have, and I wonder if that's bc I'm eating more. Don't like that. At the same time the negative effects of my ed after all these years is really getting noticeable but I also don't feel sick enough to recover yet

Hi, I'm still alive lol. Life is busy and I'm exhausted. Been in a daily b1nge-r3strict cycle for the past few months and have just maintained. Saw an old professor yesterday and she said I'd gotten th1n and look good. Happy about that, but I could (should) be th1nner

Every platform I've posted this question on is at 50/50 lmaooooooo

Same, I love how moody it is, and the navy pairs so nicely with it!! The slight shimmer and bitten berry colorway of the other is just so pretty too 😭 Ty for your vote also!

Ikr! I LOVE the vampy/Halloween vibe of the first, but the second is SO pretty 😭 Ty for your vote!

Help me decide pls I can't choose 😭 I need to start drinking water more often so I'm getting myself a water bottle!

Never annoying, totally normal, totally understandable. There's nothing wrong with expressing your love for her like this and sharing it with whomever passes by. Be as gentle as you can be with yourself--the love they show us is the love they want you to receive, always. 🤍

She was so beautiful with that little frosted face. 🤍 I'm so sorry, I know this feeling too. There's no feeling in the world like it. Please take all the time you need and know that every choice made was one of compassion, and she felt that love up to her last breath. She'll be with you always. 🤍

Old classmate posted a b0dych3ck video on her story and she is SO tiny and SO petite. Why can't that be me 😭

It's agonizing 😭 I get the frustration!

I was a pound and a half away at one point!!!!!!!!!! Never hit it though 🫩

I've been 3-5lbs away from my next gw for like, three months lol

All I do lately is eat and gain/lose the same 3lbs

On the plus side my partner is being strict with me and said no more snacks in the house, and if we do, one kind max. The issue is when I go shopping alone, especially with seasonal flavors and me being curious and super weak-willed sometimes.

i think about this post every day

Today was W0rld V3gan D4y and instead of using my cals on something good or worth it I just binged on shitty junk food, just like I did last night, to the point of thinking I was going to puke (which was the case last night too)

November is off to a great start everyone!!!!!!

Happy Halloween! 🎃 All cals on me, have fun tonight y'all! 🍬🍭 As hard as it is to believe, we all deserve joy and to allow ourselves to indulge without guilt. Try your best to not be too hard on yourselves today. Today is a day of celebration! 🖤

I hate being ugly more than I hate anything else about me. I'm just a really unfortunate-looking person. I thought professional photos were supposed to make you feel better lol

Like I'm not gonna say anything to her if she wants to post them bc it's HER big day and she's amazing and I love her and she looked like the most gorgeous girl in the world, but I feel like objectively I'm just very fucking ugly lol. I was riding the high of the wedding until now

Just got some professional photos back from my best friend's wedding and lmao it doesn't even matter if I'm skinny because being skinny hasn't fixed my face

Desperately trying to hit my next gw before my best friend gets married on Saturday bc I'm a m41d of h0n0r and so scared about getting pics taken and I'm 1.5lbs away PLEASE GOD PLEASE??? PLEASE???

Also I think I'm gonna choose Ch1korita!

Sorry I'm never on here anymore I'm SO FUCKING BUSY

Happy P0k3mon Legends Zaza day 💨

WE'RE SUPPOSED TO BE LOCKING IN

FUN FACT: Did you know that after dropping my abuela off at the airport, kicking off a week of being home alone, I did not st4rve and instead ate the rest of my leftover birthday cake and Indi4n food and this was hours ago and I still feel full up to my throat

We eatin' GOOOOOOOD tonight