Dani

And I think 💘💘 that it's an abomination 💘💘💘

When you strip me of my rights because of supposedly something to do with religion and tradition you could at least not make affronts to god right here next to my dorm

Because they decided to fucking expand the island!!!! Artificially!!!!!! To build more high-capacity housing!!!!!!! I guess having ran out of suburbs to cram people into!!!!!!! And where before there was a way out to the coast where we'd go SWIMMING there's now CONSTRUCTION

So I live on an island, right, not the ocean kind, but the kind where there are a lot of rivers in a city that's hugging a gulf; anyway there's a side of it that deals HEAVY psychic damage to me every time I go there alone, genuinely, turns Walks For Mental Health into anxiety spikes

Too tired to go on about what cats mean to me again but I am. Literally a stray cat who wants human attention but is scared shitless of any approaching human

and so we spent like 2 seconds basically just ✨ holding hands ✨ until my brain turned back on on having to answer – the thing is not about the 2 seconds but about how weird I felt afterwards.

When I grow up I want to be a cat who lives with a bunch of other cats and they all sleep in a big pile

Anyway, kept wishing for someone to put their palm on my chest and feel my heartbeat during all the hours it felt like it was pounding

The other day I bumped into an acquaintance; they stretched out their hand and asked me something; I switched my attention to the question

Feeling a strong Vibe from myself on this beautiful night: some might call it touch-starved some might call it incel

Today felt more like a panic attack than a day; and that given the fact that I don't experience panic attacks, my mental health crises are a secret third thing

I name them all Santiago

I used to live in the suburbs where cats were much friendlier but the distance to my uni killed me. Miss them tho

Is the fact that I've been naming the cats that live in walking distance of my house anything? I've named like 10 already off of a joke with my friend about her trying to learn the Cat Lore. None of them trust people so I hadn't even come close to any of them

Mine has few ppl, and I met and spoke and had a drink with all of them, so

Now I'm not sure I remember to pick up where I left off, especially not knowing how to get to know ppl if you're not really into fandom... So I'll just start bashing my head into the feeling of isolation

I made my first twitter account like 12 years ago, and from that point onward, I always had ppl I knew on twitter, even when changing accounts and everything. Then the government continuously blocked it then Musk bought it and the majority of my friends moved on to ✨ having telegram channels ✨