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26 - he/they - eng/fra "streets and sodium lights. the sky, the world. you're still alive." ๐Ÿ‡ต๐Ÿ‡ธ ๐Ÿ”ป upscrolled vent/alt acc, oomfs only : @/silentshivers https://catapgist.straw.page/

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Latest posts by catapgist.bsky.social on Bluesky

i was too lazy to go on priv for this one but its not that deep so all good

13.12.2025 04:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

and for all i know she might feel the same bc she too has anxiety and all so who knows
but yeah

actually being depressed probably accentuates things

13.12.2025 04:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

we haven't been talking a lot recently bc she has lots of exams and all, but I've had this feeling we could be great friends
like sometimes you can just feel that you could have an great friendship with someone, yk

but self esteem n anxiety n depression fucking everything

13.12.2025 04:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

like for example, there's this person i met online that loves disco elysium too and we share the same music taste and love for politics, and she lives in my city too but i feel like i'm such a waste of time that i haven't dared ask her to go out (platonically, as friends) despite sharing so much

13.12.2025 04:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i have such low self esteem, combined, with the anxiety it fucks everything for me

despite everyone in my life the past few years complimenting me n being positive n all, my self esteem is still such a struggle because of my youth and how i've been treated in my past

13.12.2025 04:24 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

please GGG i need the servers to get back online...

13.12.2025 01:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 5    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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a cat is laying on its back on a wooden floor next to a wall . ALT: a cat is laying on its back on a wooden floor next to a wall .

path of exile 2 servers are down

13.12.2025 00:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

i've already been thinking about veganism lately, but this is truly making me think about it even more

12.12.2025 23:42 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i was kinda forced to watch Avatar 2 because friends want to go watch Avatar 3 when it comes out (since we'll spend a week together for New Year's Eve)

im ngl i didn't want to watch it but it caught me off guard

i wanted to cry half the movie because of how beautiful the navi/nature bond is

12.12.2025 23:40 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

glad to see you're home safe, i hope you'll rest well and that the next few days will be gentle on you

12.12.2025 23:30 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 0    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

HAHAHA oh i know, i know...

12.12.2025 22:54 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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#zelink #zelda #ใƒชใƒณใ‚ผใƒซ #TheLegendOfZelda #totk #botw

12.12.2025 22:50 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 364    ๐Ÿ” 99    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 7    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

LKJHGFLKJGHF oomfs are allowed to be a lil horny on main sometimes IMO ๐Ÿ™

but yeah i understand that it may make some people a bit uncomfortable maybe ?

12.12.2025 22:43 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

it took me a hot minute to understand OMJHGFKLMFDH

12.12.2025 22:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

the urge to face reveal (in this case, to rant about how i miss having a haircut i had) fades away when i remember the amount of creeps on this site

12.12.2025 20:08 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
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Chainsaw Man

12.12.2025 14:52 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 671    ๐Ÿ” 238    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hahaha I actually really like hugs so I wouldn't mind at all ! we're in this together ๐Ÿซถ

12.12.2025 18:56 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

You don't deserve to be treated this way or to feel this way :(
I hope you know u have friends here, u'll always find a friend in us, in me, and without having to perform, to mask, to act any different than who u are
We're not waiting for anything from you, we just like you and it's this simple ๐Ÿซ‚๐Ÿซ‚โค๏ธ

12.12.2025 18:05 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i was about to say i slept too much but considering the time i went to bed, it's just fine

12.12.2025 12:26 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
A large black-and-white portrait of Solomon Reed with a furrowed brow contrasts with the red background behind him. He has cybernetic implants across his temple and cheek. A splash of red color erupts from his forehead. Overlaid across his chest is a much smaller drawing of Songbird. She kneels, her head hung low as she grips one of the cables snaking around her.

A large black-and-white portrait of Solomon Reed with a furrowed brow contrasts with the red background behind him. He has cybernetic implants across his temple and cheek. A splash of red color erupts from his forehead. Overlaid across his chest is a much smaller drawing of Songbird. She kneels, her head hung low as she grips one of the cables snaking around her.

A man of honor, patriotism, and precautions - backed into the corners of life's difficult choices... Not many can say they've gone through it all with grit like you.

Happy birthday, Solomon Reed - the one and only.

Art by tempii (tumblr.com/tempii)

12.12.2025 11:00 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 142    ๐Ÿ” 35    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 4    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

last post on the game awards, they deserved most of their awards still (not rpg and not both indie awards imo)

12.12.2025 04:48 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 3    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

good for e33, it was a good game but i'm not forgetting the testimonials at release against the studio

nor the fascist vocalist (that got fired not too long ago) they had hired

12.12.2025 04:46 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 4    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

Iโ€™m sure ex33 was a good game and all that but you know that jury was drooling at the idea of finally having an indie game that didnโ€™t โ€˜look like an indie gameโ€™

12.12.2025 02:39 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 467    ๐Ÿ” 127    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 1

it's 5am its time to hit the sack i'm drained and disappointed to have not seen a single fallout, the witcher, cyberpunk, rockstar, half life news
anything rly

apart from FOTOR and Divinity, nothing really exciting for me

12.12.2025 04:17 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 8    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 1    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

also won't forgive Geoff for being a fucking asshole to Silksong earlier in the show, taunting them for no reason

12.12.2025 04:14 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

also they called todd howard only to give out an award, which is disappointing and extremely funny at the same time bc they just trolled poor Todd

12.12.2025 04:13 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 1    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i stayed up for nothing TBH

few cool reveals but game awards wise, nothing surprising
everything e33 was nominated in, they won which kinda sucks IMO
it's erasing all the other amazing games this year but it be like that

12.12.2025 04:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

i liked e33 but i swear it's slightly annoying to see it win everything

other devs and games deserve their awards

i feel for kcd2 devs specially

12.12.2025 03:11 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 7    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0

hear me out i am NEVER launching that The Forest 3 game

NEVER

HUGE MONSTER IN AN OPEN SEA ??????? FUCKING NEVER

12.12.2025 02:33 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2    ๐Ÿ” 0    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 0    ๐Ÿ“Œ 0
Divinity - Cinematic Announcement Trailer
YouTube video by Larian Studios Divinity - Cinematic Announcement Trailer

www.youtube.com/watch?v=Vxzy...

12.12.2025 02:15 โ€” ๐Ÿ‘ 2956    ๐Ÿ” 921    ๐Ÿ’ฌ 121    ๐Ÿ“Œ 225

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