star⁷ | agust d(umpling)

YES!!!! 😤

Even though I was gone for a long time
Without repulsion
You accepted me
Without you I am nothing

- First Love, Suga

not only does it say yoobi but in bi colours...what sign from the universe is this...

cover of 52-hertz whales by sonoko machida. the illustration shows a boy and girl looking towards the night sky, where a whale is emerging from pink and orange clouds.

just saw this book for pre-order and ??????????????????? there's no evidence i could find that it was inspired by bangtan but obviously that's where my mind went 🥺

there is nothing i can think of that is drastic enough to call for needing the end of the world, so, damn, joon, what is up???

[note: i've never been as weird/intense about someone as they are about e/o, so i accept i likely cannot fully comprehend namgi yearning despite my phd in it]

omg. he would make crochet blankets for all his members.

I went to Iceland in August! I had to paint some of the beautiful things I saw. It was very weird, magical, and inspiring! I will definitely go back one day to see more of the island, but for now, I am revisiting it through my art 🖤

🥺 thank you so much, ying, it's comforting to know others feel the same...and to be told it's ok to feel what i'm feeling <3

i think it's MUCH safer to express complex, mature emotions/thoughts here than on twt. i'd have never written this post there despite knowing a lot of people would feel the same, simply bc that place is designed to promote antagonism!!

i also wonder whether life is happening to him the way it does for all of us – i.e. family illnesses, pet care, etc. but we only find these things out way down the road.

it feels like unmapped land. and that's because it is. i don't know how to navigate it other than to do what bangtan asked, which is to trust them...

...but, like i said, i'd also simply like to see yoongi smiling 😅

definitely! if it helps you at all, yoongi has always been the one known to go most mia when they make an album (one time, jimin posted a photo of him with the caption ‘he’s alive’ because we were desperate to see him). but that return to normalcy has taken longer than i think any of us anticipated

as for valentino, wow they'd be stupid AF to let a bangtan member go 😬 and apparently he was head-to-toe in valentino in that insta post??? but i also wonder about it being chuseok during Milan FW meaning yoongi had good reason to prioritise family this time

everything yoongi is a mystery rn :(

i hope so bc that means he's having a great (although frustrating...thinking back to him kitty-punching pillows while working on d-day 🥲) time – it just feels much worse because of the years before this silence.

it's even wilder when we remember the unfiltered lust-tinged, besotted nonsense namjoon has blurted about yoongi. what can be that serious that even /namjoon/ has been able to keep it to himself...

Then we throw in festa 2018

emotional constipation so profound only your imminent death can rip your feelings out of you: that's namgi

rapline also drives me insane because they don't really talk about their relationships with each other, they never will, but then they do all these unspoken things that show how deeply attuned they are to each other at all times

ALL VALID CONCERNS ‼️

Namgi? I heard Namgi?

they’re husbands your honor

did namjoon have to take a bite out of yoongi’s banana bro 🤨

(jk singing awake in the bg 🥹)

you want more namgi? okay 👍

i always get a result like 'beta who wants to stay out of this rut/heat nonsense', which is completely accurate. but all bets are off when it comes to yoongi, i will alpha like the best of them 😤

It's a really meaningful, heart-rendering song that could only have been made by him, so I get it 🫂😭

🥺 thank you, i actually needed to hear that

our beautiful, gentle, brave yoongi with his beautiful, gentle brave song 😭

the only comfort i can offer you is that you aren't alone. i don't think he's prepared for how thankful we are all going to be when he makes a full return.

it's the biggest 'please yoongi, just a crumb' versus 'but please don't feel any pressure, if you feel pressure because of me i will Throw Up'

i really hope we get to see them at jin's encore. jin's concert is the priority, ofc, but any glimpse of yoongi will send me to space 😭🙏

It's so difficult. it's a constant balance of 'bangtan aren't responsible for our happiness/bangtan ARE a source of happiness', 'i miss him so deeply/i respect his choices', 'seeing the members is a joy and i'm so happy they are free/seeing them makes his absence bigger'.

god this is how alphas feel about their omegas isn't it