mandi.

once upon a time i started watching bridgerton and then halfway through season 2 i just stopped??? like what is wrong with me?

i keep getting fed tiktok’s about someone and i’m 🤏 close to losing it. no matter how many things i block it never stops 🙃

unfortunately i am home alone for the next 3 days and the paranoia is HIGH. I LOVE MY BRAIN!!!!

it is only noon and so many things have gone wrong. i’ve seen/heard too much and i fear i’m gonna lose it soon. i think it’s time to pack it up for the day.

i fear i am too sensitive for the internet today

hallelujah i finally have a fully working phone!!! i can now use my silly little apps again!

i’ve been feeling very disconnected from life lately. it’s odd to often feel nothing.

i am already stressed about next weekend 😅

i need it to survive

AC is finally fixed and the house is fully cooled back down 🙌 now to get my brain back on track lol

luckily i’m at my sisters house! it should be fixed tomorrow 🤞

having your AC go out in 118 degree weather is 0/10 do not recommend

i am just…so very tired of it all

i actually hate summer so much

my anxiety has been at an all time time high this year and i just need it to chill for a second please

live music is fucking restorative.

nobody:
me unprovoked: they sang this on glee btw

man i’m so glad to be feeling back to normal after 2 months of failed med trials. worst time of my life omg

am i actually getting sick or am i just so stressed my body is revolting??? only time will tell

if my brain could just shut up for like 5 seconds so that i could actually think that would be great

i’ve never left a psych appointment feeling so empty and…confused

omg isn’t is so crazy how everything’s gnarly

tumblr mandi would never believe how life played out because of this

i took this new med almost 72 hours ago and i’m still miserable never again omg

well...that did NOT go well 🫠

starting a new medication tonight 🤞

lowkey feel like i got hit by a bus today so love that

have to do some things i’d rather not do today 🥴