Theres a hole nobody is ever going to fill because they dont exist and never will. Its a heartbroken feeling these are the years i'm supposed to be enjoying my own family but instead i'm terrified of men and cant have a family because of that. I hate that i'm a useless woman to society some days..
09.06.2025 05:02 β
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Ma: i'm sorry, i just cant help you this time..
Me: its ok. Guess i'll figure it out alone.
09.06.2025 05:02 β
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Me: i've decided to be alone for the rest of my life. How can i be happy with that?
Mom: i dont know. I never wanted to be alone, so I never was.
Me: not like i have a choice exactly. Not like i WANT to be alone either but my track record speaks high volumes.
09.06.2025 05:02 β
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Woke up from a dream.. everything makes so much sense..
I forgot the dream but woke up saying i chose life but life didn't choose me, therefore i am alone. Nothing like feeling like a waste of space first thing when i open my eyes~ thanks.. like i needed a reminder π₯²
22.05.2025 08:49 β
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Someone fell asleep on my shoulder ~
Oh my.
14.05.2025 17:37 β
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So.. i'm awake..
My night vision security video camera caught something on human tracking but..
Nobodys there π³
The camera went nuts. Look for yourself. Can anyone see something i cant?
14.05.2025 05:43 β
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Bed head and i snatched a wild peanut on my day off.
We're ready for movie day. The tribe has spoken.
13.05.2025 17:44 β
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a close up of a cat looking at the camera with a banana on its head .
ALT: a close up of a cat looking at the camera with a banana on its head .
My face when the customer starts hitting on me.
Me:The fact you like me means you're a cheater, a liar an abuser and/or you just lookin for a side chick OR a one night stand. i'm too woke for this shit, you can go back in your house now sir- i'm now highly offended and dont want any π‘
13.05.2025 12:59 β
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No, i do not exist today, it's my day off. I'm happily lost in my bed with pillows that have faces. They brought snacks and we're watching movies.
We choose not to adult today.
Single + 34 = happiness π₯°
13.05.2025 12:26 β
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13.05.2025 01:56 β
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It's been boring on my feed. Been using it for my mental sanity therapy mostly LOL
I'd say feel free to comment on stuff but theres not much TO comment on. But should ya find something worth giving 2 cents on, absolutely dont hesitate π
I'm going to try to start posting more positive stuff π
08.05.2025 01:51 β
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@willfoxwood1.bsky.social
*waves like an idiot*
You found me too!
08.05.2025 01:42 β
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@chantari.bsky.social
TWIIIIN!! Ya found mee!
08.05.2025 01:38 β
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What an amazing weekend with the wonderfully talented Richard Horvitz and the incredibly inspiring cast of Voice Actors I got to spend Zoom time with!
What an opportunity of a lifetime at the workshop.
08.05.2025 01:35 β
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I get to celebrate NOT being shackled to someone?! π€©π€©π€© consider it a date!
And by date i mean ME! β€οΈβ€οΈβ€οΈ
I love being alone ππ₯³ππ₯³
24.04.2025 00:17 β
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I dont know how anyone stays in relationships period knowing this is what goes on. Makes me sick just thinking about it.
09.04.2025 21:10 β
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Its not worth it. But thats my experience in being in relationships. Its not all its cracked up to be.
Personally i'm done with it. If this is what love is i dont want it, its too toxic.
09.04.2025 21:10 β
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2- he keeps you at arms length, makes you feel alone, uses you when its convienant for him. Dangles false promises over your head. And mentallyphysically abuses you in the worst ways. When he's done with you? The cheating will start.
09.04.2025 21:10 β
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You're not missing too much in all honesty. Its all well and good at first. Until one of two things happen.
1- it gets into serious relationship territory and he dips.
09.04.2025 21:10 β
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Wedding band in my life. It felt like a chain. A reminder i was a trophy to put on a shelf to be forgotten about. And i was.
My dream of having a family has long since faded from me. A mere fairy tale in my eyes now. I've only one thing left to say to anyone who's thinking of even trying..
09.04.2025 09:09 β
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That or being cheated on or if i have to deal with a drunken mess.. or even drugs. I've become bitter and angry knowing the truth about love. It doesn't exist. It only belongs in movies and on stage.
I never want to be married again. I know that much. I'm not for sale. I never want to wear another
09.04.2025 09:09 β
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I feel like i have no other choice but to stay single to be happy. I feel like i'm a waste of a female sure, I have no purpose or family to call my own. It's better than having to worry if i'll be abused mentally or physically in the day.
09.04.2025 09:09 β
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Funny how i used to want to have a great marriage and kids. But now i see what kind of guys I attract and i hate it.
No one really reads these anyway so i just vent.
Just some people werent born to find their "special someone" in their lifetime. I'm that person and i'm aware of that.
09.04.2025 09:09 β
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π€£π€£π€£ what a joke, theres no such thing as a perfect match for me out there.
Love it when i get spam like this. NOT! Why does everyone and the internet want me hooked up with someone? Jeez.. leave me alone already with this. Relationships are way too complicated for me.
09.04.2025 08:20 β
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Been exhausted lately. Fighting chronic migraines is awful. This one has lasted two weeks (thats why i havent been on much).
But i'm alive! This is my "yes i'm living, i haven't died" post π€£
Enjoy my buddy Peanut, he's giving you sleepy stares.
07.04.2025 14:39 β
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Co-workers lay their marital troubles on me. I be doing the singles dance like:
06.04.2025 03:29 β
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@amirtalai.bsky.social
This is on my personal work hat, but i'm sure you need it more than i do tonight π€£
Of course with much love ~
06.04.2025 02:45 β
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Yes he is okay..
I dont know where all that one brain celled energy comes from but i want in on it.
02.04.2025 17:14 β
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Relationships never treated me well. I was either used for money, cheated on, mentally abused or physically beaten.
I dont understand how women can even be in relationships. I dont understand the appeal if all women are good for is objects in relationships.
27.03.2025 16:13 β
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