i/a~

i want to share my drawings but after looking at the engagement i have anywhere it really isn't worth my mental health... i'll leave my discord in my bio if people with similar interests want to chat or invite me to your servers. i'd appreciate it a lot. hehe~ this thread is all over the place, sory

one of my answers is that i like myself when i am not super active on socials. endless scrolling and not knowing what i'm hoping to find is probably the worst habit i inherited~ i can't know for sure if i'll be successful in spending less time here bc it's addictive but i will try. catch me on disc!

of working in therapy i feel... more relieved and content. than before? still not perfect! but i guess for the first time in forever i feel like i can make this life work. these days i'm asking myself (and encouraging other alters to do the same) what i can do to make myself more "loveable" to me.

diagnosis came with alot of challenges and it's been stressful, both with traumatic events of people not wanting anything to do with a Freak Like Myself anymore and just a general shock of having something like this put into words and be made "real" by somebody else, but i guess after several months

being a system and hated myself intensely for it. no wonder some alters are protectors-turned-persecutors, because my brain literally did not know any other way to cope with anything other than self-punishment and all roads lead to SI. it's heavy shit! it's all terrible! anyways, getting the

i think for abused people like myself it's very hard to feel anything close to self-love and self-acceptance. now looking back at my life, i spent most of it just hating myself for the way my brain was coping with the abuse i've had to endure, and worst thing of all is that for years i knew about

a girl in a pink and black outfit with ears on her head Alt: same gif

i'm also the one who doesn't want to be on this website so bye

a girl in a pink and black outfit with ears on her head Alt: dantsu flame smile through pain

front switched and i'm the useless one who can't draw

How do i get followers on this app... everyone follow me

nayeon looks accurate

people actually DO say "i miss old xlov" as if this isn't a group that debuted this year 🥴🥴 i guess they miss when they could just fetishise them based on their (assumed) sexualities but the second xlov started speaking up about feeling uncomfortable w gender and acting on it it got a bit too real

i think i told them to eat carrots i hope this helped bestie😭Kakaksjdjdjsksjsjs

being a closeted system irl is funny cos i had a question asked like "i remember you used to smoke a lot but now you quit give me tips" like... the alter who smoked went dormant and i never had the urge to do so i don't know what to tell you 😭😭

tomoe hiyori and sazanami jun sketch

rui and hyun from xlov

wip of #hiyojun as lavenderz :D I think it will be super cute! already geeking thinking about the final result (next week?) #あんスタFA

girl i'm bored let's get into thai gls together

the pope is having lunch with 4 trans women and im not. this fucking sucks

as an Irish (spiritually) (never been to Ireland) (don't have ancestors from there) we demand our Queen Fine Motion gets her titles back

Umamusume greatest failure recently is strpping Fine Motion of her Irish royalty titles. "Ireland is a republic" stop it... Whoever snitched on localization team I hate you... Ireland not being colonised in Umamusume universe was so beautiful

transness is a gift. i need every trans woman to understand that by nature of their existence they have been blessed with the ability to pluck the strands of fate with their hands if they choose to. it is not always easy and it is not without hardship but every trans woman is capable of greatness.

a person with the name hyun on the bottom of their face Alt: wumuti biting their nail

agnes digital being wired into my account for 0 carats

🏳️‍⚧️happy transgender awareness week!🏳️‍⚧️
hire trans people! buy from trans artists! support the trans community! 🙏

Manifesting....!!!

this is a dream that feels further away, i feel like it's more feasibe if it's a team spica thing 😔 but i hope we can get it...

season 4 will be about them amen

So I think my physical condition has improved today and I will try to pick up the pen to draw hiyojun... first drawing in like 2 weeks 😭 this illness is beating my ass

Going to sleep after a long evening of leaving comments "Rui if you ever decide to become a lesbian let me know" under xlov videos

Best idol 💖💖

all ai generated drawings annoy me but sometimes i get mad at them because the idea looks fun to ACTUALLY draw. why would you generate picture of march 7th? i don't even go here but drawing her looks like it could be a good time

Rena saying "Everyone might die in a huge disaster tomorrow. So today, let's be really nice to everyone. So when the end really does come... We won't regret it."

sketches reqs (free) 👉🏻 restys.straw.page

#ポケミク Dark type Miku 🖤🦇 #miku #pokemon