🌌Starlight ✨ (Just a little creature 🦇)

The fire we do not speak consumes us whole.

Being visibly queer in public is an act of rebellion.

So.. I don't know if I'm just super chemical sensitive or just really, really have had like 0 serotonin, but, yeah.. holy shit, is this what it feels like to have serotonin and do people feel this every day? (Has taken 1 half dose zoloft for the first time)

I get yelled at for saying this but for many hundreds of years people went to university not to get diplomas or be employable but because immersion in the humanities was considered foundational to a good life, and school must return to its original purpose: the joy of learning.

I really have to hand it to past me for surviving so long with none of this. It's so hard navigating life with no serotonin and not wanting to exist and being surrounded by shitty people.

I don't know who I am when not suffering. But I hope to find out.

TBH, using it as a mental health boost maybe isn't the best idea? I just want something that works though. The last anti-depressant I tried (Lexapro) made me VERY bad. Trying Zoloft now. Because I'm really so done with not being ok.

Mental health talk.

Realizing my ADHD med helps a lot when I take it regularly and that I've absolutely been serotonin starved for.. way, way too long. However, my GOD, the shittiness I feel when it wears off is NOT ok. So I need something that works always.

*hugs*

fit

I also laughed and needed this today so it gets a share in case someone else needs a laugh today.

don’t forget to destroy your clocks tonight, walk away from your mortgage, just start driving, you’re free

belated valentines to cirina and sadu ONLY
#ff14 #ffxiv

The sexual tension between us when the healers died but one of us must go on

#ff14 #ffxiv

he's back and more insane

#illustrashou ✧ #art ✧ #oc

The final day and a broken bow
#ff14 #ffxiv

Eeee 🥹 So are you! 🫂 💜

Dyke knights wip! ⚔️

🥺 You're the best 💜

💜 The gender of the leashed party, for me, is irrelevant.

Also, that's *incredibly* sweet! 💜 I love your OCs and that sounds like a fun time :3

I'm the one that looks sweet. 😈 Applications for the leashed one are open. 💜

🫂

fire godlike

#ocsky #art #pillarsofeternity

A very realistic dream. There was a group of people who were always putting bombs everywhere. They ended up focused on me. I had to constantly be on high alert for bombs everywhere. Then they became my 'friends'. I had to be on higher alert, always.

Oh god. It was 8th grade all over again!

Nethermaw ✦ sketchy commission

Yeah.. understandable. It always hurts though but she sounds real disappointing. Don't promise people you'll be there if you don't mean it and it's conditional.

I hope you have other people around. I hope you find someone that doesn't let you down like that. I know the search is rough.

Digital drawing of my velociraptor oc Priya!! He is super fluffy feathery with a dark brown underbelly. Their face is covered in stripes and spots with a very light blue accent color under their eyes, lip, and the tips of the long thin feathers sprouting from the back of his head. Their wing like arms also have stripes up to the shoulder and a portion of her legs with the same light blue accent color on their long claws and end of feathers. The color pallet is a dull creamy white sort of gradient into a Carmel and dark brown, similar to a seal point coloring on a cat. Their long fluffy feathery tail is perked up and loops behind itself it also has wavy like stripes at the end of it with a dark brown tip and a light blue stripe in the middle. Their eyes are silvery and they have light blue ‘x’ like scars on their neck and very dark brown ‘x’ like scars somewhat above their belly.

✸ Priya ✸

a blue dragon with curly horns and feathered wings, sits at the edge of a void portal staring in wistfully as her fingers dip into it, corrupting her.

"Within Temptation" @haraleah.bsky.social 's blue dragon being corrupted by the void!
#WorldofWarcraft #Art #Commission

I'm so so sorry. I know how that is. It feels like the only ones that don't leave are the ones I don't let close enough to actually see me. As soon as they do, it seems doomed. Like I'm too much and not enough. I'm so sorry she abandoned you like that. 🫂

Wow.. Adderall and yerba mate tea then vigorous cleaning activity makes heart go boom. 😳