Amamiya Rua ❣️🃏

New year same shit so this is literally where I'm at rn LMFAOO

That said, tell me why I got clocked by my new colleagues at work who straight up asked me if I cosplayed in my free time 😭😭😭 do I look like the type...

I've been trying to give myself the grace and patience to be bad at something (styling wigs, makeup) because it's inevitable in the process of becoming better, so cosplay has been a pretty good outlet for that. Fun times!

When I can extend that grace to musical endeavors that's when I'll peak :^)

been more of a cosplayer than a streamer lately just because I've been dabbling in the hobby more! it's been kind of fun :]

also I've been gymming lately so hopefully my ass will be fatter and I'll be hot enough to cosplay panty OR stocking!!!

anyway recently I've had a fire lit under my ass for reasons so...!!! I hope I can keep up this momentum and do my best moving forward. I hope Rua will be a bigger presence a year from now!

A second, secret life: How virtual avatars are helping these live streamers fulfil dreams By day, they're just like any other Singaporean, holding a job and earning a living to survive.Come nighttime, however, the question is no longer who they are — but what they are instead."It's kind of...

for those curious, the full article is here! please check out all the other local vtubers featured as well, they're super cool :] www.asiaone.com/digital/seco...

baby's first mainstream media feature! ❣️🃏

got to speak with a local news outlet about vtubing, alongside a bunch of cool local vtuber friends :] superbly honoured, thank you to AsiaOne for the feature!

art by @noaqi77.bsky.social and @doceo12.bsky.social ♡

HELPPPP.... hot divas gotta stay incognito at their 9-5s 💅💅

at work I dress like a librarian (glasses, messy hair, ankle-length skirt) and when I go out I dress like a Discord kitten (miniskirt, contacts, skimpy top) so I'm not surprised... but she's got duality 👼

went to another streamer meetup today after work and someone was like "wow I really didn't recognise you for a second there, rua??" 😭😭 she's Clark Kent...???

so what Are your thoughts on coriander miss laxi......

like singing is one of those things I try to be nonchalant about that I actually really care for, so hearing my teacher clock my weaknesses and go "we can fix that don't worry" or say we can up the pace because my foundations are stable... like okay!! she's not a lost cause!!

anyway this is also a really random life update but I've been taking singing lessons lately..!!! and it's been really reassuring have someone qualified verify that yeah, you're not bad at all. years of imposter syndrome destroyed actually

life lately 💌

since I've been away for a spell. being a phantom thief comes with a ton of sidequests!!

rare moment of sobriety and non-ditzy hours from miss rua amamiya CLOSED !!! no more contemplations

okay hehe I just wanted to go on bluesky to yap a bit because I was in my own head. goodnight 💤

and idk!! maybe it's greedy of me, but I hope I can be that precious to someone; that ray of light or inspiration for someone, at the end of the day. i'm no comfort streamer and my sincerity never shows through enough, so all I can do is try to connect with people until the day I stop streaming!!

I don't think I'm really making sense but as much as some people see grieving graduations as being overdramatic, from a streamer POV its such a privilege!! to see such a sincere outpouring of love. to see that what you did as a silly anime character on the impact actually connected with people

late night thought but ah, it really is such a privilege to be loved so dearly by a community. to have people be sad when you graduate, to actually leave a lasting impact on people through good memories and positivity even as a persona... I think that's what makes vtubing so cool

we're locking in next week 😎😎 @expedition33.bsky.social

Thank you to the devs for their generosity!! I'm super excited to dive right into it, I can't wait 💌

some kinda wild things that happened during my set yesterday:
- seeing a video call in the audience bc my friends facetimed my other friends overseas
- pokemon mobile tcg pack opening (???????)
- waterbottle kingblade

update: it went okay LMFAOO

The reference sheet looks done enough!

Though if this post goes down and comes back up with minor touch ups just know that my indecisiveness won.

maybe if I gaslight myself enough over this week like yeaaah it's a good learning opportunity and as frontman I get to learn showmanship and maybe gain some aura haaaahhahaha... uegh 🥀🥀🥀

a cartoon of a girl laying on the ground with a pink flamingo behind her . ALT: a cartoon of a girl laying on the ground with a pink flamingo behind her .

performance this weekend AUGGHHHHHHHHGHHHGGHHH WITH BARELY ANY LYRICS MEMORISED.........

also I will say I appreciate being compared to the Queen of Wands (thanks tarot reader!) cause that card was a hard relate LOL

anyway today I had my tarot read for the first time in a hot minute and it read me to filth lmfao....... even the cards are telling me to lock in

I like short skirts though!! I think there's something cute and girly about shorter skirts - I wear long skirts on work days so I like wearing short skirts on weekends!