high-class vivisectionist

it’d be really funny actually if this book is what gets me to retry grad school

reigniting my deep unrequited love for dye chemistry, the only type of orgo that i enjoy in a lab setting

love every time funky molecules and chem stuff is mentioned in gravity’s rainbow, as a person with a chemistry degree,

both of these are very friendly to my specific brand of adhd, although outer wilds managed to center around quite possibly my deepest fear

alive but very busy. currently with free time i’m trying to find extraordinary stories - outer wilds (oh my fucking god), gravity’s rainbow

Love You to Death Type O Negative · October Rust (Special Edition) · Song · 1996

open.spotify.com/track/58RDwk... current vibe is this on repeat

realizing that playing vtm bloodlines in 2004 was extremely formative for me

chat one of my friends started reading poppy z brite and said i have a similar style to him?? is this real or am i being rizzed

on your goodreads review story now and wow!!! i really hope you can publish a short story collection at some point so i can buy all my friends a copy

hello hii so i guess bluesky suspended my main after it was hacked (@homoerotics) so ig i will just start fresh here now!! repost would be appreciated so i can find my old mutuals, tysm in advance!

@foxesandroses.bsky.social congrats on the Nebula nominations! i just read Joanna’s Bodies and you are extraordinarily skilled. my favorite story i’ve read this year

@homoerotics.bsky.social hi can i ask if u know books where the protag is a woman with a big ego who also hates herself (like, if morrissey or electra heart by marina were books)

think the teaching is going well. my single negative eval this semester didn’t like that i have standards for the work they turn in

except for @homoerotics.bsky.social, i need to find that package. i’m pretty sure it’s Somewhere in my apartment, and if it’s not i’ll order you a new mug and prints by uhh. i don’t remember the name. the japanese guy who draws the big heads? i think it starts with a k??

if i said ill send you a letter i think ill get to those tomorrow. i got some more stamps this afternoon

what!!!

straight vibes on this wednesday evening, if anyone is wondering. i got $20 worth of dunkie gift cards yesterday just for being at work so like. im living. this is the latest i’ve been up in like 3 months

(this is really funny to me btw bc i spent all of middle and high school at college reading level. do you know how much extra effort that is??? it’s A Lot)

henry kcd can fix me so i act like a normal, kind 15 century son of a blacksmith

question: how do i get this cute

yes, of course, but rn henry is fixing me

you can’t fix him

speaking of actually. if i get this full time job im gonna go back ti school for probably engineering. bc full time employees get tuition reimbursement

like i have literally published fiction and academic articles and presented at national conferences. let me catch a break once in a while

btw if i typo it’s bc i was recently diagnosed dyslexic and no longer really care about how perfect my messages look

he made me run alongside him on his horse to go hunting!!!

like… hans is a lot more likable in the second game. rn he’s so so rude to me -_-

i feel like i’m talking a lot yet this is the first time ive even opened this app in like 2 months. why am i like this

ahhh ok no spoilers!!! i’m also playing the first game and i’m about to find ginger from the horse place (i just know a lot about the second game bc i watched my roomie play like 2/3 of it before i went and bought the first one)

like i don’t think i WON’T get it. my boss, my indirect boss, and several other ppl in the dept have said they’ll be references for me to apply to be actual full-time with benefits. i just need to apply when i see it