palfælfa sprout 🌱☀️☺️

The fucking four horsemen of the apocalypse, betrayal, and c-ptsd. Lol.

It’s my dying wish 🙌🙃 lol

Two down, two more to go

A Lover's Trip

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tomato 🍅🙌

something about sports

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grief is something else i just dont think youre supposed to live with this much of it

idk what theres really left to say but im trying to find the words, i can feel them in my chest

my like 7th or 8th attempt and my hands stopped working per usual so it had to doooo

selfie of poster, wearing a black blazer and tie, with autumn toned button up and orange pants, smiling at camera

i think i got it close enough to not fully embarrass myself but def not right lmfao

😔😔 typical nonbinary roommate,,, smh i bet she doesnt do the dishes either

a lifetime of origami failed me lmaooo

i severely underestimated how difficult it is to tie your own tie, something famously hard to do. lol

i miss my home 🫶😔

chisel them in stone for my grave marker since my preferred post mortem plan is illegal in my current region. for dumb reasons. theyll do it for pets but not for humans and even tho i dont have human rights (lol), i still dont get to eek by the red tape. alas.

buff hello kitty wearing black pants, an open jacket with arm muscles and abs visible, edited with a glitch and to be wearing a hat, glasses, and facial piercings.

anyways when i die (i think enough of my friends are nerds that this is a reasonable request), i want copies of this cute lil guy 3-D printed with metal filament and given out at my funeral/memorial service LOL

i cannot believe how much time has passed. how much time ive lost. how much time has passed me by. life goes on. with or without me.

it's funny how time both flies and creeps by when the only thing you can do is stand still

thank goodness for access to medical care and accurate diagnoses. finally. bc im running out of time. ive been running on borrowed time for at least two or three years and i dont know how to keep doing this. i just really dont. but im still here and im still trying. day by day, breath by breath.

picture of will graham from nbc's "hannibal" edited to have glasses and headphones with the text " **wheezes** this,, is my design"

swanky official diagnosis of toxic encephalopathy from my neurologist

MVP

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have one good day challenge level impossible jfc

i shower you my dongle plz respond 💔🥀🥀🥀

omfg i forgot to ask them to get on bandcamp 🥀💔💔 i hate itun3s

my external media hard drive is almost ready too, but i wanna buy more music from my favs 🙌😤 never enough lollll

i cant wait to move more of my stuff to hardwire and analog version. i want to get a classic ipod next and refurbish it after i finish changing my dono'ed 2014 macair to a linuxbook and im sure i can do it on a much smaller device.

love my new earbuds. theyre so crisp and much louder than my over the ear ones. and theyre all metal (except the actual replaceable tip part) so it shouldnt absorb and leech evils that my skin and scalp reacts to. maybe i can actually grow my hair out next year. i hope. i deserve nice things.

dennis finger live was so good 🫶🫶🫶😌 im soooo happy i got to see my cinnci boys on their first round of touring,, it was divine

what if had whipped off my hat just to reveal my hair underneath is also in horn form 💔🥀🥀 for why am i like this lmfao

glitched out picture of a white cat "high pitched" screaming, edited to have glasses and a septum ring