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It's been a long week, but "shiny things behave" absolutely lit up my brain 🥰

Thank you! I can't scan my phone with my phone 🫠

Just saw a TikTok with a girl who was explaining how to spot and avoid insecure people like myself and it really makes me wanna stop socializing and leaving my house

Having a magic spot that instantly turns on your sub brain is such a gift.

I mean... it really is exhausting.

Taking breaks are important.
Sometimes you don't know you need one and then, when you do, several days have gone by.

im going feral fucking anonymize me under layers of rubber and parade me around in front of an adoring crowd

make me an object and make that object the center of attention. bury it in praise and love and use it like it was made fo be used. erase me lovingly and leave a blissed out thing in my place

Reading through this and remembering that I'm just a cat makes so much sense

Uggggghhhhhhh, I had no energy today. Slept in, watched a movie, took a nap, took a bath, finally did Responsible Adult Things for a few hours... which of course means there's still a Pile of Shame in the corner of the bedroom waiting to be sorted and put away 🫠

A little annoyed that I broke one cuff last night and tore another one. They were nice cuffs too, and matched my harness! Ironic that the cheap ones held up and the actual leather ones ripped.

A good 40-60% of my mental energy this week has been dedicated to being a horny mess, but I need to get actual stuff done today and it's so hard because I just want to obediently wait here and make myself nice and needy for tonight 😩

But I'll do important things, so people can be proud of me 🥰

I think my favorite part is that moment when you just want more. Not of anything in particular, just of whatever your partner wants to give you. You're so far in that you don't have any preferences of your own. All you know is that you never want it to end.

Smooth out those pesky brain wrinkles, you don't need them anyway. They just get in the way of the pleasure.

Ohhhhhhhh last night was amazing. It's so good to have your mind repeatedly hollowed out until there's no room for thoughts. The best part is that we didn't even plan for it, we were just "testing" the new toys and it got out of hand...

So I'm still waiting until tonight for the real reward 🖤

Don't apologize, I'm excited to hear about it!

I hate that I have to intersperse things like this with normal adult activities like getting my car inspected. It's not fair, I'm just a catboy.

Ended up with a compromise. Only waiting until Saturday for the important part 🙃 It's going to make testing the new toys very interesting~

I surprised her with it though: before it was just me planning things and pushing myself lol

Happened again 🫠

50 hours in, I think this is where it started to get bad last time 🫠

Extremely horny and incredibly obedient. I planned on waiting for Saturday but we'll see if that happens or not.

Two Google Photos albums: Poland Trip (698 items, nice castle thumbnail) and ALL Poland Trip (1,338 items, scribble censored thumbnail)

Already have to do things like this lol

I hate the post comedown "clean out your camera roll" moment where you have to delete all the cute pics of yourself that you DO like but would be awful to explain to family. I know I can get them back from DMs, but I think it's more the actively hiding part of myself that gets me.