Shukie Bunfox

bein all smushy n shit w my husbando inn the sky.
I'm actually pleasantly surprised by the hot air balloons, i expected just a fastt-travel thing, but the view from up here is kinda sick?
#mytimeatportia

Ty for hosting! Have an amazing rest of the week! (and oh gosh, just a couple more weeks n it'll be time to start saying happy holidays)

✨ Raffle time ✨

- Follow & RT to enter
- Ends Nov 23rd

Winner gets a FULL 3-sided reference sheet! 👀

The amount of characters in #mytimeatportia is insane.
Theres so many.
I deffinately have my favorites, but it does make the world feel very full and lived-in.

MARRIED MAH BOY

Welp, i finally fell into #mytimeatportia and it's awesome. it's tickling all the cozy game + adventuring vibes.
Andddd, welp, i chose Arlo as my boy. We're Dating~

out of curiousity:
As a traditional artist, what is your process for scanninng/cleaning up background/any color correction?
Like what scanner do you use to keep everything so.... crisp annd vivid an clean?

Ok, listennn, i'm binge-watching every season of #survivor .
And Season32 was INSANE. So many medical emergencies, people pulled out of the game fo rmedical.

And through it all, a chicken survived the entire game.
#ByeMark

New pin for my collection!
From GameboyLoverGifts on etsy!
They always include lovely little goodies too!

Eeveelution Tamagotchi Enamel Pin Collection A collection of enamel pins and stickers of eeveelution Pokémon tamagotchi!

I just backed Eeveelution Tamagotchi Enamel Pin Collection on @kickstarter.com www.kickstarter.com/projects/aww...

I made sure to do the thing #PokemonZA

I got exciting mail yesterday and in all my excitement of playing it, forgot to even post lol

Loving ZA so far though!

My Hero Kitties Fun cat pins inspired by a popular hero-themed anime!

I just backed My Hero Kitties on @kickstarter.com www.kickstarter.com/projects/lar...

i kinda love those eyes xD

Where will your block be looking? Who knows!

Breh my #PokemonTCG mega evolution EBT arrived today, and holyyyyy, I feel like I had some pretty decent pulls on this box, im super happy!
Preordered off the pokemon center site like.... 3 months ago, and the wait was worth it!

breh thank you for findin the sauce xD
I was KICKIN MYSELF, cuz i knew i'd seen this art before, but could not for the life of me remember where... must of read it once before at some point, pftt

Man.... gettin into your 30's really is wild.

Some days i feel like "god do i even remember what it was like to have a body that DOESNT HURT OR FEEL SHIT IN SOME WAY?"

I'm 35 in a few weeks and i'm like BLARGLELELELE only keeps goin downhill from here.

Grats on the milestone!
Hopefully the rest of the month is good to you~

Finally hit 5k here so holding a small art raffle! 1 or 2 winners will be randomly chosen on October 1st and receive a free sketch like the examples below!

🍁Rules🍁
-Follow
-Repost
-Comment with your OC (optional)

Thank you and good luck! 💛

My new lil guys a funky lil cactus owl dude. ##tamagotchiparadise

New lil guy became a jellyfish! ##tamagotchiparadise

All in all, this is just a reflection on the whole... experience of birthing and losing a child, what could have been, and the WEIRD things that remind me every now and then "oh yea.... this is a awful thing that happened to me" when i have no child to show for what i went through.

But i often think of silly things...

Like.. "Am i a MILF? i mean technicly... i guess??" or when people ask what breast milk tastes like... i know that, but have no kid to show for it.
Or people flirtingly calling me "Mommy?"

These little things all feel so strange, n are tough to make sense.

How different my life would have been.
Being a mother instead of a house-wife. All the joys of motherhood and raising a child to this point.

None of that was actually my life.

But it could have been.

Because, i dont even feel like a mother.
But i'm left with the scars physically, stretch marks, sagged breasts from swollen milk-filled boobs, and of course 'down there' some minor damage.

But it always leaves me wondering things like... What could have been, if my son had lived, and was now Ten.

my son spent 28 days hooked to machines. I only got to hold him as we were about to switch them off and let him pass.

So do i feel like a mother? Not really. I did'nt get to experience any of 'motherhood' besides pregnancy and holding my dieing son.

I feel... empty and uncaring on 'mothers day'

Having some kinda deep thoughts today, about motherhood, what-if's and what my life would have been like.

On Sunday the 7th will be the 10th birthday of my Son, Ian, who, passed away in hospital not long after birth due to genetic defects.

My feelings on motherhood are complex.

Excuse me? I got a cute little isopod son now! #tamagotchi #tamagotchiparadise

i love their cute little face though!
The breeding mechanic is quite fun on the paradise, i wont lie.

Though, i admit, i've found myself cycling thru "lil guys" every couple days just to see what all i can 'make' through breeding.

I've only been remotely attached to 1-2 of the tama's thus far.

Loving my new #Tamagotchiparadise and the unique feel it brings to gameplay.
I also got this adorable puppa! He's so cute, and I look forward to taking care of him and playing with him!