james locks in {2026} 🗝️

I’m tired and stiff but I’m okay with it because I got to spend the day with my mom <3

Me too for the last 2-3 days. I wake up in the middle of the night drenched in sweat and have to change clothes 🫠

I shouldn’t have been so eager to see what’s going on in the news today 🫩 what the actual F U C K

I’m so sleepy I’m going to need to find caffeine somewhere soon

I forgot how nice it feels to be driven around to places by someone else. And it’s in my mom’s brand new car which is nice.

Ramen for dinner, then bed, and in the morning, grocery run plus H-Mart with mom. It’ll be a fun weekend. Goodnight y’all ✨🌙

I saw FIVE cybertrucks in the same week, and one of them was beige. I feel like I’ve been hate crimed 🥀

1 more hour here c’mon hurry up

I’m sweating sm today in the office this sucks

Wait a minute … this is BED recovery isn’t it. That’s why it’s scary. I think. Nope, still confused.

I’m so confused by my brain. I complained about gaining and overeating for the past 5 years, and now the thought of stopping is “terrifying” somehow?

I’ve been given a possible and legit solution to help me eat less and lose weight but suddenly I’m anxious about not being able to binge and eat whatever I want which is crazy bc WHY WOULD I WANT TO KEEP BINGING AND GAIN WEIGHT

I wanna go back to sleep so badly

There’s a huge gross-looking bruise on my arm where I got my allergy shot and it wasn’t there yesterday?? Gave myself the biggest jump scare of the week 😭

Prescription drugs, alc and ouid don’t cut it for me anymore. I need general anesthesia.

Why is my short-term memory so shit lately 🫠

It’s always a better day when a meeting gets pushed to next week :)

March is gonna be super interesting 👀

My doctor highkey saved my life. She’s so much more encouraging than I remember (I see her 2-3x a year). And she‘s helping me with the food noise so I can reduce binging over time and lose weight.

I can’t eat ever again

I’m so unhealthy I should kms and spare myself the misery

I actually can’t stop thinking about food goddammit

Had to cancel a meeting with my supervisor bc I’m running behind and I have a stupid dr appt in the middle of the day. Also I’m tired of trying to rush through everything.

Something’s gotta give

Gm ☔️ it’s offensive how today isn’t Friday. I’m beyond tired and wondering if any of this *gestures everywhere* is worth the trouble

I can feel myself getting more rotund 😥

If my next paycheck doesn’t reflect the hours I’ve put in this month, I’m scaling back my hours significantly.

I’m so painfully unhungry rn

My entire body hurts and my intestines hate me today

I should probably get some work done… I guess… *sigh*