da_bananaman04

Let me just say, I'm grateful for all the friends I've made and for all the laughs they give me every day, but I just wanted to get this off my chest. I apologize for this being the first thing I put up on here, but I feel like if I got it out, I would feel a little better.

I tend to second guess myself a lot because of it and often hold back on some of the things I want to say or do. Whether it's in chat or irl, my mind tends to tell me, "Will they judge you for saying that?" or "Will they look at you different after saying it?"...

I've been holding back talking about this for a while, and it's been eating at me recently. Seeing everyone around me do the things they always wanted to do whilst I sit here and feel like I don't contribute or do anything. Like I don't do enough and am always the odd one out...