shana

seeing louis and my best friend at the same time? i need this so bad rn. i need a hug from her 😭

the hard decisions

i feel that. until they actually tell me they like me. and it's usually friends i barely know yet. i would love to date someone eventually don't get me wrong, but i am not mentally or emotionally ready for that. at. all.

Hey, present palbos, are you a native of Wisconsin, or know someone who is, who is either in want or need of a place to live? A friend and fellow VTuber is looking for someone to split the rent on their place, and I'd prefer it be with someone in the community, not some stranger.

what a combination lmao. i like cozy AND chaos hehe

of course i will 💖

and like how tf do any of them like me when i don't even like myself?

even when i express how i don't want to date anyone rn way before this happens. like what made you think i changed my mind? 😔

honestly don't want to talk to anyone rn. so i am sorry in advance if i don't answer anyone back. i'm in a shitty mood rn and i don't want to bring that on anyone

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i feel that all too well, with the exception of getting to meet my new baby niece today

baby maeva has made her arrival into the world. i am such a happy auntie 😭🩷

i am so tired but i need to get a shower and prep the jalapeño poppers for tomorrow

i never do this good in apex lmao. i actually had good teammates this time, so i got lucky

i think i've just had an anxiety attack. fun

i'm so stressed out and i can't stop fucking crying. i have shit i need to do or i get nagged at. everything is hitting me all at once

finally managed to take care of myself today after taking care of everything and everyone else

being able to see ari again is a MUST. i miss my bestie

i so wish i could win the lottery. i could do so much. i could help my parents pay off everything, pay off my stuff, i could go visit my friends again. i could take my parents on a well deserved vacation for however long they wanted. i could take a vacation with friends.. it's all wishful thinking..

i'm so stressed and overwhelmed. i'm trying to get the house decent enough and the more i clean it feels like it piles right back up again 😭

i need a rage room so bad

my night is terrible

of course it's one thing after another

ohhhh

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another piercing?

yeah :) i think that's what the doctors try to make them do anyway, depending on there condition. my mom was doing really good so they decided to get her up today

my mom is doing good and they are removing the tubes out one by one. she's also walking around too. my mama is a strong woman and i really admire that ❤️

my mom has made it out of surgery a little while ago. she's doing really good and we just got to see her. she's not awake obviously, but i got to tell her she did good and that i love her. i hate seeing her hooked up to all that, but i know that it's helping her rn