Mespeth

First year of my technical formation on sys/netadmin done. Got second place in grades (behind my bestie!) with a 9/10 on average 😎 My teacher is already looking for suitable internships next year.

Really looking forward to cybersecurity next year!

silverhand. 🤘 #cyberpunk2077

Que me puso mucho los cuernos xd

Todos en el pueblo cuentan con ella ya que le encanta ayudar a sus vecinos (y quizás te invite a un pastelillo, especialmente si te acabas de mudar allí). Aunque... evita molestarla demasiado, es muy sensible con algunas bromas.

Dibujinchi por @mespeth.bsky.social 💕

Breaking news: STD panel came out clean (yepee) and I'm doing a fucking glow up ✨

Disregard everything I said, that man was a genius.

Did you know that if you date me you get a 2x1 deal? 🤙

moccasin flower

Next time I have to say to him "a bit less butch lesbian, more enby they/them vibe".

Nothing against butchs, but its a very specific kind of look that is too female aligned for my liking.

Went to the hairdresser to shape up my weird mullet and the barber cut my bangs a bit too much, more like a mohawk.

Did you know apparently I'm one of those people that need no product to pull a mohawk up??

Omg how did I learn about ANOTHER girl. There's six (for now) 💀💀💀

((Getting a scan done next week, gave free reign to my vengeful hoe friends if I got anything))

Feeling like shit today, wondering how I'm gonna pay for anything while I'm studying, feeling alone as fuck.

Ughhhhh

He is gone.
One one side, such; on the other, good fucking riddance.

Not telliiiiiing :P I think he may not be on the scene in the same way.

Also, yeah! Sorority.

Well, that was certainly a very interesting party 🤙

Digital painting of a demon. He is partially covering half of his face with his right arm, with only his lips nose visible and a glowing left eye. He has big devil horns and small angel wings.

👁️

Nah I'm keeping it handy not to show his mum, but MY FATHER.

Yeah and I probably won't but like, I was pretty close with my ex-mother in law. I bet she would be ashamed of her son's behaviour.

Ugh hate to be the bigger person 100% of the time.

Yeah it's being a whole situation

Love having half of a fucking city gossiping about you and your breakup (no).

Gracias!!! We slay the NB cunty look 🧎‍♂️👑

Good riddance indeed, a mi esto no me va a destruir, me quedo con lo bueno, con el cabreo, y con el material de cotilleo para los proximos años 💀

Thanks!!! ❤️❤️❤️

And yeah. I mean, he did treat me right, made me a better person and that kinda makes it harder on him you know? Cause I genuinely made him happy, we were happy and had a fulfilling relationship. And he has lost that and he knows it 😬

Like no matter how hard he tried to keep me separated from any meaningful connection from them for seven years. After only having maybe one or two meaningful conversations in more than half a decade with them, they are choosing me with their eyes closed.

Lost a partner, won 4 new friends.

And how telling is that almost all of his whole friend group (the non toxic ones, the real ones) INCLUDING your best friend, who has known you since you were little kids living in the fucking slumps together, look at the situation and decide they want to be my friend instead?

No si.... Yo no iba a decir nada porque sabes, es privado y si una relacion se rompe porque alguien la caga pues tampoco hace falta andarlo ahi contando.
Hasta cierto limite.
Al final todo sale.

I will never apologize nor be made to feel bad for being gentle, loving, or trusting.
At the end of the day, I can sleep with who I am and keep my head high with unbreakable confidence that doesn't stem from others'perception of me.

When you are looking at the bags your ex brought last night to pack his things from your shared flat while you wonder for how many years he has been cheating on you and mentally making a note to do a STD panel after this is over.

At this point I would settle for a bit of stability tbh. I'm thankfully strong as bricks (been forged in the fires of trauma) + have some people to rely on.

Buuuuuut yeah, I'm torn between incredulous laughter and dreadful despair at this point.

If it was a tv series I would say the amount of drama is unrealistic and there are too many argumental lines open. Which of you got my share of good luck??

In the 2024-2025 season I have:

- Been forced to abandon my dream job
- My parents got divorced
- (Very painfully) ended a 7 year long relationship
- Relapse of my chronic illness

Like, kudos to me for not being suicidal lfmao

Last test in 4h and this hell round of end of term tests will be done. Have I studied? Nope. Have I slept? Neither :)