「𝑪𝒊𝒑𝒉 | シフィ」Commissions Open!

My friend just released the first chapter of his comic, go read it!

Today I sketched a few of them, I didn’t want to make something too time-consuming, so I decided to draw them in a simpler chibi style.

Sketch for another painting

I’m really sorry it took me so long to finish, I just wanted to make sure I was delivering something well done, and I ended up getting stuck in my own self-pressure, like always.

I’m so happy that you liked the result so much! It really means a lot to me, because I put a lot of love into it 🩵💖✨💕

I hope I’m not being annoying by spamming posts and tagging you and Linkx all the time, I just end up making a lot of art for you two.

Also, thank you so much for always helping me out! You seriously save me a lot with the commissions🙇‍♀️

Thank you so much!

What does "being an artist" mean to you? What exactly do you think defines one?

Price list | #commission #art |

I accept payments via PayPal or Pix. If you’re interested, please send me a DM or reach out on Discord (my tag is: deciferin).

If you can, please also share this, I’d be very grateful!

I often think, "I should draw my OCs more", but every time I try, I end up feeling guilty for not doing something useful to my family, like drawing commissions or adoptables.

Also because I’m afraid someone from real life or my past might recognize my handwriting… but maybe that’s just paranoia. After all, I wouldn’t be able to recognize anyone else’s handwriting myself.

It’s kind of crazy, not long ago I used to hate my handwriting so much that I wouldn’t post any art that had handwritten text on it.

I guess I tend to be a bit repetitive. I always tag the same people, but honestly, I couldn’t ask for better friends, they’re always so supportive.

Sketch for the next painting I'm going to do for my friend Kaz!

I feel like I should show more of what I do, but I also feel extremely uncomfortable with the idea of exposure, like I just want to disappear.

So I’m always torn between "I want recognition as an artist!" and "I don’t want anyone to know me, I just want privacy and safety" Ahh, what a dilemma.

I even make some posts sometimes, but after a few hours or days I delete them, because I constantly change my mind and feel like they don’t represent me anymore, It’s crazy. So I end up avoiding posting anything at all just to spare myself the trouble of deleting things later for whatever reason...

Hmm… yeah, I always want to control everything I post, only showing finished artworks and nothing else. But now that I look at my profile, it really bothers me, it feels kind of artificial?

I used to think it was just a bad habit and blamed myself for it, but now that I’ve noticed it’s actually fear, I think I feel a bit less guilty.

I realized that whenever I feel like I’m getting any kind of attention, even the slightest bit, I end up disappearing for months because of the disorders I have.

The year is ending, and during moments like this I get that wave of depression, the feeling of "I barely did anything and made no progress in my life". Of course, that’s not true, I did make some progress, just not as much as I would’ve liked.

Ironically, I just found out that my friend Linkx is the owner of the character, something I didn’t know because I couldn’t remember who adopted it, and we didn’t know each other back then.

These days I saw an artwork of an adopt I made last year, and it’s been bothering me so much that I want to redo. I thought it’d be fun to show here the difference between one year and the next, it’s still just a sketch, but you can get the idea.

Oil painting commission for @peacefuldaydreams.bsky.social
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Commission for BrunoSales
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Fullbody Commission for @nebowskii.bsky.social
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I really enjoyed drawing Yuri’s tail, her design is simple yet very functional. Thank you so much for commissioning me Neb!!

Fullbody Commission for @nebowskii.bsky.social
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It was a pleasure to redraw Klaus again after so many years. It’s nice to see how my art has changed over time.

Jenny from My Life as a Teenage Robot as Herbie from The Love Bug/Herbie Fully Loaded? hell yes

#fanart
#MLaaTR

shoulders-up digital painting of a young-looking faun, watching the viewer from behind his hands. he has light skin that fades into a tawny gradient on his forehead, shoulder-length wavy auburn and white hair with the color split down the middle, and large ram's horns that curl out and then in towards his chin. the top side of the horns is brown, with filigree carvings in it, while the bottom side is dark blue like a starry sky. the horns are shattered in a few places, the shards held in place close to each other as if by magic. the faun's eyes have dark sclera, blue irises and bright gold pupils; so does the third eye in the middle of his forehead, embedded into the bone with a few dark cracks around it spreading down the faun's face. all three eyes are looking at the viewer with an intense expression from behind the gracefully held long-clawed fingers, the faun's lips in a slight smile. the painting is done in a semi-realistic style, with the color scheme that is almost iridescent.

another commission for @adomania.bsky.social, their wonderful faun Lazarus! thank you for the opportunity to draw this boy again ✨
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Chibi Commission for @peacefuldaydreams.bsky.social
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inspired by @vvangore's (on twitter) piece 💕

#pixelart

I’m really happy with the result of this collab! It definitely wouldn’t be as epic without Sparkle