ani :3

me freaking out anytime a song so much as mentions a car…i see ronan lynch everywhere….

anyways starting call down the hawk and why did no one tell me maggie was THAT BITCH when it comes to pynch HELLO

so in my irl book club on campus, by some miracle of fate, the raven boys got nominated as our book of the month and when i tell you it is so viscerally HUMBLING to see in real time how unwell i am in regard to those books

ronan core

i love linguistics can we talk linguistics

FATHER IS GOATED

HEAVY on this

hi i’m back to say that canonically ronan listens to the hills by the weekend and noncanonically he listens to glorilla because i said so

actually so tragic no one in the raven cycle has mommy issues i’m just now realizing where’s my representation

no bullets we have to finish the dreamers trilogy

hinaken rkgk

i got loudly giggled and pointed at a lot meanwhile i’m in GRIEVING

middle of the night kitchen at my apartment consisted of me (stayed up reading blue lily lily blue—shattered) and my roommate (fresh from a house show drunk off her ass) coinciding on our water trips

I HATE MY STUPID BAKA LIFE

ronan leaving lotion for adams hands and noah comforting gansey when he’s thinking of hornets and gansey and blue talking on the phone and ronan holding desperately to blue so she wouldn’t fall in the pit and adam thinking ronan fits in his room and assuming the knocks on the door are always him

LETS GO

“thank god we’re not fighting thank god we’re not fighting thank god weee not fighting how can i keep it from happening again-“ adam parrish im going to kiss you on the mouth and then take us both to therapy

ok when they pick up mallory from the airport and everyone’s stressed and one by one gansey avoids everyone’s Meaningful Glance and then at the end of it all he “allowed blue to exchange a meaningful glance with him in the rear view mirror” like why would you do that why would you say that maggie

fucking insanity

the crown hangs heavy on either side…give me one last kiss while we’re far too young to die…hell yeah

guys i just received a brainwave that far too young to die is actually also about bluesey this is horrible news going to ruin my entire day

RAAAGGSGSHEH BUT BUT BUT!!! BUT!!!!!!

tears in my eyes i cant fucking take this

i actually can’t take this i love kavinsky so much im gonna throw up

your dream of walls that hold us imprisoned

YOU SAID YOUD WAIT FOR ME TO GET MY COPY

what the hell.

WAIT LIKE ITS LITERALLY KAVINSKY POV DILATED EYES?? DREAMS??? im tearing my hair out

YESSS LITERALLY im gonna go read the lyrics to torture myself

NOOO!! jules you have to live to finish the raven cycle series and then also the dreamers trilogy with me