DranGon.

Oh I am binging the game like crazy, I don't exactly planning to stop if not at all. Will soon enough reach for dawntrail at this pace! (Its to get my money worth hahaha)

And so I entered Shadowbringer, it sure goes quick like a week on average (a lil over) per expansion.

Stormblood was so peak that I'm drawing out a lot of inspiration for upcoming stories as usual... and also love to see the culture that is greatly connected to mine represented of course.

[cw/ force feeding]
Enjoying one big massive feast with his so beloved Batzz. Wouldn't one love to be treated the same as well?

Comms for anonnymous

My throat gets dry often cause I can't stop humming and quietly making sound with exhaling air (not whistle as it makes too much noise)

This is what music can do to a man

I forgot to post the art I did recently. Will do it in the upcoming daytime of mine.

Definitely not a good idea to eat nothing but average dinner. Cause I had insomia for a week now and that above became too appearant.

I should invest in night snacking, recalled that it used to be my fastest way to gain weight on accident (a welcome one at that).

I say just flag them approtiately and everything is in order. This is kinda why I hate a whole seperate account just for different kind of content cause it scatters out so much for me imo.

So I finished Stormblood the moment I woke up. I guess now it's time for the post-Stormblood part before I march onto next one.

But judge not, I want to officially get into the next expansion before I look back onto it.

Commissions Open 1 slot for a Rendered half body -$90 usd 2 Slots for sketches - $40 to $50 usd Additionals NSFW + $5 usd Alts + $5 to $10 usd each Extra characters + $10 usd each Painted sketch + $10 usd Cell shaded sketch + $5 usd Rules The payment is through paypal and only after the first draft has been approved, after the final draft is approved, you can’t ask for a refund. I hold the right to refuse any commission, some examples of things I will refuse and will also get you blocked are anything that has to do with zoophilia, pedophilia, incest and hate speech. I also won’t do gore and certain kinks but you can consult me on those. My discord is cactussnek

Quick repost

Promoting my comms again 🐍🐊

I am opening 3 slots for 1 rendered HalfBody and 2 sketches. icons are without slot limit.

To claim a slot message through here or directly on discord. Any further communication is done through discord.

Is it a curse or a blessing that I mean so little in a sea of words? I struggle to take control of anything of mine, I couldn't understand that I say to trim it down.

So much words and sentenses that can be shortened into one short line. Yet it suggested my brain can't bother complication, no more.

I'm unstoppable!
*disconnect*
*reconnect*
I'm still unstoppable!
*queues into a dungeon with npc*
*disconnect*
*reconnect*
*npc died cause I'm the tank*
See I'm unstoppable!
*finish dungeon*
*immidiately have to do a Trial*
God damn it
*disconnect*

I'm starting to see a pattern. I found a new song evoking sorrow and grief feeling and get obsessed with it, then fall into a short time of said emotion.

I will cut back on the rant, so I continue to swallow it in quietly this time around.

I would rather eat at home so much coziee there ya know <3

And if the light is as dim as the street outside at night then I rather be somewhere at least more welcome by actually lit up properly

I am going to proof read them one more time later on before I release them out. It's the third time but I couldn't bear rewriting despite I wanted to.

I wanted to like... close the story but I just had nothing left to built onto. There are lots of questions unanswered and it was so abrupt to just cut it there.

But I kind of grew tired and wanted to take a turn for a new story. Something that stucks in my mind and I wanted to get it out.

I like doing homework

(As in I want to go and explore literally every piece of lore from a game I am playing... hoping I am not spoiling myself cause that would be a shame)

Nah bruh my friends did not give it enough credit, that whole thing happen before the current game is peak as hell what the f

I thought I miss Heavensward, but in reality I just needed time to shift cause Stormblood is really growing on me.

Some said its the weakest story amongst the bunch but so far I really value it highly. Perhap I need to experience them all before evaluating them properly.

Going through the game and had to do an optional dungeon, they don't have NPC filled yet and I didn't want to sit in the queue (friends were asleep at time)

So I just raw dogged a 4-player dungeon run solo with low-leveled tank and emerged victory. I sure am a bit of a gamer they say.

I was having thoughts of my own case to aphantasia but my head started to hurt and get exhausted beyond my limit. It's hard for me to sleep yet also the thoughts swells inside.

Thank you Thun! Appriciate ya so much

I don't usually draw silly stuff but it's time I break tradition.

my oc DranGon (right) being surprised as his shoulder is grabbed by Drathgar (my Hrothgar in FFXIV, left) exchanging conversation as follow. "Go back to 'FFXIV' you silly goober" -but... "you're close to the next dlc" "now back to work."

so today (maybe not for most of the audiences, supposedly to be on Feb 22nd) that

it's my BIRTHDAY today!

And no, I may not have anything productive to do other than... actually, this doodle explains my situation

I panicked a little today, cause my PC ran out of space completely while I took screenshot in ffxiv then close the game.

And it basically treated as if I just redownload the game. At least UI setting stays, but everything in the Char/System setting got reset to scratch. How inconvinient.

The post-story stuff are still really hefty and I have not since tipped into the next part yet. Oh and I also now see the hype some of my friends told me.

Impeccable I say. Have I mentioned that I read every dialogue?

I love telling stories but it just gotta be the right people I can talk to. I can not hold so much to make a story long and engage-able before it ends, but I have plenty of them.

But at last, just hold them on me like memories... that maybe I just forget after one night of sleep.

Did I just finish Heavensward? It seems like such.

Have I reached the next one yet? Not yet, for my internet is really bad toward later evening and scarcely time in these few says.

Importantly, how do I feel of Heavensward? Awesome I tell ya, it sure got a lot installed.

Maybe it's different for others, but for someone who trouble with conveying: I take pride of finally able to put out a plot-heavy piece of lore down in text and still understandable. Or probably cause it is just a spike deep inside me that I feel relieved releasing them.

I forgot that I have not posted any of my newer story stuff yet. At the same time, I felt lack of confidence to publish them as I kept proof-reading then over and over while writing new stuff.

Also feeling like closing this chapter here. The lore must advance I suppose.

But tell ya, it looks heavenly