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Sometimes I wake up and remember my childhood bullies and y'know what, I'm not over it! Why does Connor and Matthew get to make 6 figures and live comfortably when they relentlessly bullied an Asian girl for 3 years straight, 20 years ago? That just ain't right.

Idk North America is not it. I think I'm moving to Asia

Pre sure an 80oz bubble tea will fix me (lite ice, 30% sugar plz)

(⁠╥⁠﹏⁠╥⁠)🫶🫶🫶 you're too kind tysm ily 🫶🫶

I can't even play tcgl without my heartbeat racing -⁠﹏⁠-；

I really wanna get into irl Pokemon TCG tournies, but my social anxiety makes me wanna throw up!

I hate to post negatively all the time here, but this is the only outlet I have to comfortably share my pain. Rip, Vent...

I know I'll be fine. I have to be

My maladaptive daydreaming helps sometimes. You don't know how badly I wish a nice rich person would see my posts and help me out. Or maybe I get to live off of my art and blow up on tiktok for it...I just crave stability. I don't know what solid ground feels like.

I applied for disability and got denied because (and this is what they said word for word in a letter) my disability "isn't permanent" . LIKE WHAT. I WAS BORN LIKE THIS?? AUDH doesn't just go away. Ever. I think I'm gonna appeal whenever I can afford to...until then, I'm really scared.

My current job is great but I only get 6 hrs a week..when I tried to work full time, I spiral and can't manage my health and wellbeing shortly after starting the job. This world isn't built for audhd people to survive. I can't find any help and my back is against the wall.

I'm going to the foodbank this morning because I can't afford groceries . It'll be my first time, and I'm kinda nervous (⁠;⁠ŏ⁠﹏⁠ŏ⁠)

I didn't get the job :( I think hiring teams can smell my autism from a mile away :((

Thank you love 🫡🫶

Tysm,, and right! It's especially terrible for me cause I interview terribly... 😭

I seriously can't even afford to put gas in my car. This world is so cruel and cold. There are no jobs. I need help.

I just applied to be a secretary for a business that helps autistic children and adults.

Pls pls pray for me to get the job if you're reading this 🥺🙏

it's been so hard to hold down jobs as an AUDHD person, but I think this company has promise

That bitch mercury is in retrograde. fckn shite

I swear I'm ok. .. no really, haha no, no..yeah! No, really yeah, I'm fine!! REALLY, IM FINE

I got called boring once for saying this. But like..pls pls plsss I was bullied all my life by my brother, my aunts, my cousins, my classmates...IM SICK N TIRED OF BEING TEASED AND BULLIED. YOUR SARCASM AND TEASING ISNT FUNNY TO ME.

This is my safe space so I'll announce it here; I really hate being teased. It's never fun. Ok thanks, pass this along to everyone I know so I don't have to say it to them directly 🫡🫡🫡🫶

So uhh I'm too autistic for this world. All humour these days is sarcastic shit-talking and I can't tell when people are being "funny" or actually mean/real

And now incel neckbeard scalpers buy them all up before I can even blink

Choosing pokemon as my special interest was choosing suffering. Cause what do you mean cute pics of mons on cardboard from 2001 are now worth more than a million dollars. I owe my 5 year old self a spanking WHY DIDNT I SAVE THOSE CARDS

The fomo that I have with switch 2 pierces my heart every day that I can't play Pokopia

Which city in the states is the least bigoted? I need a list

Celebrated my 9 yr dating anniversary today. I can't believe this is the last 1.5 years in my 20s. All these numbers make me feel so... disconnected from time . Nonetheless, a happy anniversary it was 🥂❣️

I miss my family/friends in Cali and Dallas. But I just feel like I can't visit while all that crap is happening :(( I wish I could sponsor all of them to be Canadian

Finally finished my #IvanTill art
I’m definitely not 100% satisfied but I’m also very tired. I haven’t drawn in two years.

Just found out Twinkle Twinkle represents autistic children! No wonder I love that character series so much. Glad we can be represented in a really cute way. The artist who designed Twinkle Twinkle even had a charity event to support autistic children 🥺🥺🥺

Something feels really dystopian about working for really wealthy people. Like the gap between us is glaringly wide and obvious . All I'm asking for is a liveable income, and I don't even have that yet.