静かなる夜半の寝ざめ🍃

fucking kill me

i love coming back from vacation to, "oh yeah, everything was fine! I mean we had some meltdowns and everyone is sick and exhausted and I missed a couple deadlines and one guy got so upset he broke a register but it was all good 😃"

also now do i use my own or hers, i am TORN

one of the girls i used to work with has a nail salon as a side gig now and i asked to borrow her UV light to put some tips on for my trip

she gave me her light, her adhesive, and FIVE SETS OF NAILS

they're gorgeous but i wanna cry, she's SO SWEET

LMAO degen like degenerate, it's where I repost basically endless porn (but sadly not of Degenbrecher 😔)

A turkey drawing with words written in the tail feathers. They say, "my health," "having a safe home," "my family are healthy," "get to go on fun trips!" "most of my coworkers," "MCP," "Pretzel and Simon," "term limits," "actuarial tables," and "my sense of humor." Tye name Sara is written in the middle of the turkey and the picture is colored in brown and orange markers

happy Thanksgiving...

Someone on the degen tl asked for ghost story examples and if you think I offered anything other than Nikkari's Chrysanthemum Festival story you do not know me very well (also it fits the request criteria really well but also also. y'know.)

Part of the reason I am so excited for this trip is that between like, data stuff and tourist stuff and timezone stuff, I will be fully disconnected from The Horrors for two weeks and I hope it helps reset my creativity and refill a little of my internal well

Who knew the return of the monoculture (such as it ever was) would be animated k-pop

I was so excited to get a pakige early and then they passed it to the last mile courier in Moncton but the last mile courier only does ground delivery so apparently it's coming across on the ferry? Definitely won't be early, and it damn well better be here by Thursday

ten days till Japan 😳 how did it get so soon

it's so hard for writing to get traction on these visually driven platforms, a beautiful piece of art could easily bring a ton of readers to a work but not if you don't make it easy to find

feels honestly kinda gatekeepy and for what, for a work you clearly enjoyed, why. why. who benefits.

people who do art based on fanfics are a special kind of angel

people who do that and then DON'T LINK THE FIC are the spawn of every trickster god in every pantheon

honestly same with gushing about fic, you gotta link this stuff

(i mean the real shittiest part is the chronic mental illness and nihilism of it all but this skeet is brought to you by me thinking i want a donut and knowing i want a four day work week with no reduction in pay or benefits and a commensurate raise for part timers)

the shittiest thing about working really hard and not feeling like any of it matters or is appreciated is also reaching the point where knowing no amount of ~little treats~ will help but casting about to find one anyway just in case

Important! Yes, good!!!

Forgot to take literally any of my meds this morning, this bodes well (translation, we're going home on my lunch break because I cannot go all day without)

fuck Thursdays all my homies hate Thursdays

I don't believe bluesky sees priv accounts as a priority so y'all are just gonna start getting me unfiltered more often because I cannot keep going without a release valve in this economy

the internal debate between "I'm so fucking burned out," and "no you're not, you're just pmsing," back and forth on the daily

Like I know porqué no los dos but also WHY ANY OF IT WHY NOT PEACE OF MIND FOR FIVE MINUTES

I slept oddly and my shoulder is SO sore

Please don't tell me this means I can't sleep the same way tonight, I only sleep one way

i know this is all a lot deeper than just work but i'm just so tired of feeling stupid and useless and like nothing i do has value or matters

i just want room to exist, man, why is that so unobtainable

i worked so hard these last three days and it feels like none of it matters, i hate the capitalist hellscape we live in and i hate that i know i'm going to come in tuesday and my assistant manager will not have done a quarter of what i did

Our next event will be Saniwa September. This event is to celebrate all things saniwa (canon, OC, fans, etc). Choose whatever prompts speak to you each week and post them with #sanisept2025. As usual all creations are accepted. Just make sure to add TW when necessary. #tkrbfanevents #toukenranbu

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He's fine btw, was just a check up. Teeth are a lil gunky, overall he's a lil chunky, nothing we can't fix

A fat orange and white cat has his head hidden behind the pillar of a white ceramic sink

the look of a man who is definitely well hidden and invisible

everything was terrible then jenni sent me the link to the new toumyu and now everything is beautiful and nothing hurt (jk everything still hurts but at least I have Nikkari)

my least favorite customer came in today just when I was trying to take a break so I'm casting about for Little Treats, y'know

the trenta cold brew I always get for d&d isn't a treat, it's how I get through d&d

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