𝑚𝑎𝑟𝑠 ✩𝑣𝑒𝑠 .ᐟ plantdiaries

im falling apart in every single way and im terrified

22.04.2025 18:56 — 👍 5 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

im doing really bad atm ..

13.04.2025 20:03 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

aaah ty sm !

25.03.2025 23:21 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

will probably be deleted but we will see !

25.03.2025 21:26 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

…. i don’t know what to do !

24.03.2025 13:13 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

it has not been the best ! but im ok — how are you? ☁️

24.03.2025 11:58 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

hello …

24.03.2025 11:44 — 👍 12 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

really really don’t want to be here

28.02.2025 21:37 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

im so fat and i hate myself for it. I hate myself

27.02.2025 22:13 — 👍 10 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0

apparently it’s a 1lbs , im not entirely sure ! but i used a random weight loss calc thing online ! but aaah idk , I’ll probably test it for a while + see <3

25.02.2025 14:07 — 👍 2 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

does this look like it makes sense? will it help me to loose weight ? like or am I just overthinking this entire thing. i am determined to loose as much weight as i can … so im trying to figure it out properly

25.02.2025 13:56 — 👍 8 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

thankyou sm !

25.02.2025 13:41 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

okay !! thank you — i just freak out occasionally bc there’s no way i can walk enough to burn 1300 cals each day 😂

25.02.2025 13:33 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

asking potentially a dumb question abt cal deficits ! if i eat 1300, do I have to actively burn it to loose the weight ? or does it count as cals burnt during the day naturally??? so say if i burn 2000+ cals without exercising am i okay??? #caterpillarsky

25.02.2025 13:21 — 👍 5 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 1

i hate eds

25.02.2025 05:53 — 👍 25 🔁 3 💬 1 📌 0

feel like nothings real n it’s 3am n aaah

25.02.2025 02:57 — 👍 4 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

YES. mum keeps saying i look tiny and im like HUH no. then next second says im too fat so 🙂‍↔️

24.02.2025 23:26 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

but like im fat , people say im small but im fat????

24.02.2025 23:07 — 👍 13 🔁 0 💬 2 📌 0

just wanna be small + tiny. don’t wanna be ‘average’ anymore.

24.02.2025 23:07 — 👍 13 🔁 2 💬 0 📌 0

ate under 1300 today so yay ! burnt nearly 1000 too — so we are locking back in !

24.02.2025 22:28 — 👍 12 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

dinner — any idea of cal estimate ?? curry & rice !! ❤️✉️🪴

24.02.2025 18:23 — 👍 9 🔁 0 💬 1 📌 0

meant to weigh this morning … but on my period so i can’t + idk how much i weigh + it’s really stressing me out

24.02.2025 16:13 — 👍 8 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

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24.02.2025 16:02 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

walked 7048 steps + burnt 399 cals so yay !

24.02.2025 16:00 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

leftovers for lunch !! 114g rice , 128g noodles ( thinks it’s about 450 cals ) anyone know if that’s abt accurate???

24.02.2025 14:44 — 👍 8 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

I hope dnd went well !! I have been looking / thinking about a joining a group — but I’m just so so anxious AAH.

23.02.2025 23:16 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

it’s so so bad. gen the worst.

23.02.2025 20:05 — 👍 0 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

can’t remember the lbs conversion but I chose 44/45kg for the same reason 😭😭😭

23.02.2025 18:15 — 👍 3 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

wish i could ☆v all the way to d3/at/h

23.02.2025 18:14 — 👍 3 🔁 1 💬 0 📌 0

omggg i have had many version but always give up 😭😂 but im determined to get a actual self care thing set up !

23.02.2025 18:12 — 👍 1 🔁 0 💬 0 📌 0

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